I'm someone trying to find something in life.. But what it really is I'm not so sure. Is it "love"? Perhaps, but I think love is overrated sometimes. Maybe it's "purpose", "meaning", or a "calling".I'm at a point in life where I'm not a young kid anymore, meaning I can't goof off or fuck up my responsibilties. But I'm not exactly a wealth of wisdom to help me through difficult periods, I only have stubborn strength and no where to go but forward.My weaknesses and flaws are many, but I seldom admit them or they'll crush me. They are that many. So I hide them somewhere in hopes that soon I'll overcome them. I draw strength from telling myself I can make it, and that the future is mine to seize. I can only depend on this naivety to help me carry on.