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Am I Dead Yet?

what doesnt kill you only makes you pissed off

About Me



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and that is all i am to you
a blot of ink on a page of your diary

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My Interests

I like playing guitar, writing poetry, and writing music on my guitar. I love to watch movies, cuddle, and just take it easy really. Although, when I'm hyper I can get pretty loud and crazy. I just enjoy having a good time and being around friends. I also like to cuddle with a girl while watching a movie or something.... or did I mention that already? oh well... you get the point.

I'd like to meet:

KATE BECKINSALE

Rachel McAdams, Naomi Watts, Killswitch Engage, Trivium, Samuel L. Jackson, God, Satan, Lewis Black, George Carlin, Aaron Lewis, and a girl who loves me for who I am and would be willing to spend her life with me... lol. like any of thats ever gonna happen...

Music:



Killswitch Engage is the best band ever... Opeth and Trivium are also great bands... I also gotta say John Petrucci is fucking amazing!!! listen to his stuff!!! I could list a lot of bands that I find great but what would be the point?

Movies:

"Before Sunrise" and "Before Sunset" are the greatest films ever made, and are works of true art....

Television:

I don't watch TV, only movies really.

Books:

Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter are my favorite books.

Heroes:

Anyone who can explain to me why life has to be this hard...

My Blog

a broken man

"A Broken Man" can i muster up the words to say the things i need?can i bandage all the wounds that force my soul to bleed?can i drown the sorrow, with all this alcohol and guilt?or will it just help ...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST

a cracked window

staring through a broken windowdistorted figures through the glassshapes of people, twisted and brokeni shiver as the cold winds pass the cracks are splitting everythinglights and colors in disarrayth...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:32:00 PST

a song im writing

"Beneath the Water Line" VERSEfrom the rain i drownas you bring me downi go back and take a lookat myself and wheni fell for you againi cant believe i believed you PRE-CHORUSno choice but drownin your...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 06:13:00 PST

a dream of my angel

as i sit here and stare into the voidthe darkness stares right back into meit breathes me in deep then exhalesi can feel its chill running up my spine hairs stand on end as the sorrow takes mememories...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 03:46:00 PST

Of Embers and Regret

"An Ember's Warmth" Whispers of long forgotten promises,And kisses to the soul,Awaken me from fitful sleep,And remind me of life's true goal. An ember glows with eternal warmth,And tended, becomes a f...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:12:00 PST

Subtle Emotion

"The Subtle Art of Falling Apart" Like a glass shattering in the depths of my soulAnd the air that I breathe going thickThe only thing that comes to mind is salvation. Never knowing what to doDeath is...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:45:00 PST

the disharmony of my life

the echoes of my voicefollow me endlesslydescending into despairi kill whats left in me deeper i am fallingdestroying my own soulthe demons of my own designdwell behind these eyes of sadness there mus...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:27:00 PST

As the Mist Fades...

"A Flickering Existance" The single point of lightstood alone,far outon the blackedge of eternitywaiting. . .waiting. . .waitingfor an answering spark,an understanding spiritfrom across the voidof lif...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

Absolution of Grief

this is a poem i wrote (that i am turning into a song). it is dedicated to my angel Jessi whom i love. i miss her so much, but she helped me see the light in things i never thought i could. ...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:06:00 PST

a collection of poems

"My Lullaby" When tears are falling like crystals of painwhite as snow, that fears the rainThink of the angels who brought you herethey will gently whisper in your earListen to them now while you cryt...
Posted by Am I Dead Yet? on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:36:00 PST