sour candy is number one. inhaling my unconscious, dancing, dancing, dancing, kissing stuff, rain, snow and the coming winter, lifting weights (brain weights), talking english, bike riding, riding scooters inside art galleries (this was only once, anyone have any offers?) austin texas, some of europe, jokes, affection but not the religious kind, romantic affection, gay jake my roommate, women's deodorant, post its, pads and notebooks, drunk weekend guys who yell outside my window, leaflets that say "want computer experience", the midwest and the potential of driving through it, scotch tape, homeless kids (who are healthy), bathtubs, cats with attitude, flourescent colored tshirts, and little plastic indians and soldiers (the indians are pink, or i should say the savages are pink, and the soldiers are army green).
the rest of my brain which seems to rhyme in iambic meter right when i start dreaming, someone else, other people, mostly bonobo apes who make love for fun, girls who can make me laugh, Shakespeare, Avedon, Billy Wilder, the funniest woman on the planet and the God of the Jews, Jurgen Teller, Gillian Wearing, and Diane Arbus, but probably not cause she died ....
my rap lyrics, banjos that wake me up, trumpets in heaven, the flute during the civil war, tribal drums (not like trance drums guys, i'm talking rwanda), spoons and forks, tapping feet, cat meows under my door, rain drops and thunder, slamming doors, humming women, barking dogs, and most of all - laughing - all the different kinds of laughing, chinese laughing, teenage girl laughing, old man laughing, gay laughs, smart laughs, pseudo intelligent laughs, smart ass laughs, mock laughing, heart laughing, silent laughing, inside voice laughing, my laughing and this other voice of laughing that i've been listening to for way too long and lastly my little sister's laughs.
brown, white, yellow, big, flat, small, static, bent antenna, aluminum foil antenna, wire hanger met with some open wire hangers attached to more aluminum foil when held just at the right angle gets the picture quality to come in best, andy kaufman tv, not at the dinner table tv, funny tv, hbo, jakes german silent film tv, cuddling tv, dancing intstruction tv, aerobics tv, real news which is fake tv, watching the guys who watch tv football (its hilarious), tv in the winter, and most of all - the tv which is off.
oh me? oh i only like walt whitman by a warm fire, two glasses of the reddest wine and my best companion and also feline cat, appropriately dubbed, woolf, virginia woolf. joyous.
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