ok, so im not randy. but im close enough. haha. its jennyboo. well, randy's jennyBOO. ::0] BOO! haha.. ok... well, randy and i may not live down the street from each other... or within the same city for that matter... but i can guarantee that we're a hell of a lot closer at heart that most of the people in this world... most of the MARRIED people... some of the couples with CHILDREN. when it comes to randy, im willing to do ANYTHING. because my randyman is just WORTH IT! he's the greatest thing that every happened to me. if i had to choose to live my life all over again, id have everything happen to me the way it has... because it has led me straight to him. everything happens for a reason... and with that in mind, all you other ladies who want this amazing, genius, sexy man... you'll have to wait until one of us makes a mistake... and just so you know... THAT kind of mistake is pretty much impossible... so just move on. cause this guy is miiiine! alllll miiiiine! i love him with all of me. he makes me feel soooo good.... physically and emotionally... and i do my best to satisfy his emotional and physical needs as well... and wants. hahahaha! i love this man. and i want to marry randy moneda manlimos... ::0] i promise to love him forever and ever... and one and a half days!the first time i saw you,i felt my heart grow. i kept it to myself, i didnt want you to know. we lived our lives as friends, nothing more. it hurt to know what i wanted, it ate my core. i let this drag on for months on end, until i found courage, the strength to bend. but i was far too late. someone else caught your eye. she was far more attractive, more appealing than i. you danced at the ball and ate dinner right after. i had a hunch that night, my feelings might not matter. so i panicked and i spilled. told you the feelings i had. you had news yourself but it was horribly bad. there was no easy way to put it, no way to make it soothing. so you told me straight out, you explained you were moving. outside i seemed fine, but inside i was falling apart. i had done the impossible. i had just broken my heart. so in just weeks you were gone, 65 miles away. i knew i had to move on. take it day by day. once you had left, i was desperate to live. i even hurt one person, he found it hard to forgive. i learned from that experience, learned love was not for me. at least not at that time. i just had to let it be. after some time, not more than two months, you contacted me, pulled one crazy ass stunt. we talked casually as friends. knew nt to expect more. i was afraid of that step, afraid to reopen that door. we got somewhat closer, talking for hours at night. and then i got upset about some blogs on your site. i was confused for sometime, until a friend cleared it up. i owe him my heart, to him i tip my cup. that incident passed. you and i were on our way, we were falling for each other,more and more each day. Movie nights and game nights, the fun was far from an end. Obviously after that night, you asked me to be or girlfriend. i said yes and was ecstatic. you hugged me tight and sighed. i smiled so big and felt so good that i could of cried. after so long, we've had bad times and good. i'm glad i got this second chance at something i thought i never would. all because of you. i'm happier than you could bet. no matter what happens, you're the love i wont forget. so many experiences that we've made and are making ones i'll never forget. which is why your place will never be taken. so you see, from february to august, i was able to live without you. but as november tenth, i decided i didn't want to. -The one i love... Jennifer Gozum
