Again I find myself chasing,
Not racing for the goal set before me,
But for things that fail me.
My heart is sinking because
I kept thinking I was focused on You
And it’s not true.
I sought comfort in the crashing
Instead of love everlasting
Again drowning in frustration with a familiar situation
Do You tire of this bad imitation?
You’re faithful and gracious
I’m lucky if I can fake this
Always loving comforting waiting
I’m falling crawling and remembering
You love me. You love ME?
My understanding is escaping
