&&For You I'll Never Forget;;
It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me ?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You *be running up that hill*
You and me *be running up that hill*
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places ,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder .
There is thunder in our hearts , baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, *be running up that hill*
You and me, *be running up that hill*
You and me won't be unhappy.
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places ,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
'C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh...'
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places ,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh,
With no problems. x2
'If I only could, be running up that hill.' x7
†Present†
Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should
it's hard to find, but that's alright yeah
Searching for the way, push harder everyday
It's deep inside, that shining light yeah
But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path
I'm scathed
This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound
Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run
It gets so dark and I know that place yeah
So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn
Well so do I and we've got plenty of time yeah
Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go
Hold on
This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound
Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
But living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something... slipping away
Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
But living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something... slipping away
There's nothing here to take for granted
with each breath that we take
the hands of time strip youth from our bodies
And we fade
memories remain
as time goes on
There's nothing here to take for granted
with each breath that we take
the hands of time strip youth from our bodies
And we fade
memories remain
as time goes on
†The Best Friend†
Oh boy there’s a lot I can say about him. As creepy as it sounds I can write a book. In a way I suppose. Basically this guy is my best friend, ever of all time. He’s just always been there. How we met? Honestly I don’t really remember but it was some odd bulletin convo, oh! Wait I do remember he had his name...I dunno it was uhm *thinks* okay that I don’t remember but I thought it said something and I posted a bulletin about it and well it just sorta went from there. I still find it funny how people thought we had some secret relationship going on the side. That still amuses me - to this day. Anywho, back to talk about Van, cause that’s what this section is for - for Van see his picture? *points* that’s what this section is about. ...*Blinks* ANYways. He’s my best friend, he’s been here for me through the hardest times I’ve ever come to face, and even though I’ve made some fucked up mistakes he’s still the most a m a z i n g best friend anyone could ever ask for. Like really - I guess now your wondering do I love him? Yes I do, is it more than a friend way? Well yeah it kinda always has been - I don’t need to voice it, I don’t need to whine when I don’t talk to him though I tend to do cause we haven’t really killed any hobos together in like..awhile and I miss that!...Jesus I keep rambling but yes I love him - its more than a friendship kind of love but it’s not like..clingy “I NEED YOU VAN†love either - it’s hard to explain what it is but it’s there and honestly what you think? I could care less what matters to you doesn’t matter to me. But anyways Van, I’m always gonna be here for you no matter what annd you’re the most amazing best friend ever yes? Yes. Even if you think your not what I say is law mhm *nods*
†The Childe†
"Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips
let me embrace you with this kiss"
My pretty your under construction.
&&I'll Take It Away;;
In the chill of the night
I can feel my heart racing
As I run towards the light
that seems so far away
Wondering forever
In the darkest of shadows
Wondering if I will ever see you again
Wondering if I will ever see you again
I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire
I'll take the world
when it turns on you
(when it turns on you)
I'll set it on fire
W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
The walking dead (walking dead)
Digging in the dirt
I can feel you getting closer
Steadying my hands through the blistering pain
Anxiously awaiting for the earth to reveal you
Wondering if I will ever see you again (see you again)
Wondering if I will ever see you again
I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire
I'll take your heart
I'll take your pain
(I'll take your pain)
I'll bring you to life
I'll bring you to life
W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
The walking dead (walking dead)
I'll bring you to life
I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire
I'll take the world
when it turns on you
(when it turns on you)
I'll set it on fire
W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire
I'll take your heart
I'll take your pain
(I'll take your pain)
I'll bring you to life
&&Monster;;
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence , you speak in tounges,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death ,
I'll take your hope , your dreams , your love ,
Till there's nothing left
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for I am Death ,
And I'll take that shit you call a life ,
And I'll see them fucking b r e a k
I'll take your hope ,
I'll take your fucking dreams ,
I'll take your love ,
I'll take everything you fucking bitch,
I'll steal the diamonds from your eyes,
I'll turn your promises into lies ,
I'll steal the diamonds from your eyes,
I'll turn your promises into lies ,
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence , you speak in tounges,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I hear the fear in your voice , but you shouldn't feel a thing,
Your life's already worse than any pain that I could bring,
That I could bring,
That I could bring,
I could make it December every day,
But you're so blind , it may as well be May ,
And I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for this is Death
And I whispered in her ear:
Fear me, 'cause I am Death
One more time,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death ,
I'll take everything you ever loved
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me, for I am Death .
For I am Death .
For I am Death
Bitch