ian [Varïum] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

What the fuck
is
VarÃ¯um

VarÃ¯um, formerly known as AK-Clarion, and before that known as "i love a parade" is a music project of mine i have been serious about for only 2 years now. No record deals, no contracts, no live shows, and no band! It's just me. So when you hear my music feel free to cover your ears and squeeze your head (hell, god knows i do). Its just early development shit with even shittier development tools, i.e. mixers, midi, microphone, guitar etc. etc. ... Hopefully soon i will have some actual songs with vocals on them but... im a shy f*cker who is sometimes embarrassed to even sing in front of himself so hopefully i can get drunk as hell one night and belt out a view verses...

Elizabeth

My Interests

Spilling coffee on myself. Smoking cigarettes. Drinking Tequila. Downloading EVERYTHING. Graphic design. Web design. Music production. Pissing on floors. Screwing behind dumpsters. Daydreaming. Night terrors. Mortal Kombat. Cheeseburgers. Sunrises...

and cheeseburgers

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Music:

Pretty much everything

this is a link to some Nine Inch Nails remixes i've done.

Movies:

"the Mist" was surprisingly good and also "Into the Wild"

Television:

Lets be honest. TV is crap! But when i'm in the mood it's usually...

Hell's Kitchen
Maury Povich
the Office

Mostly i just watch videos on the computer.

Books:

There is just too much shit on my mind lately to actually sit down and enjoy a book.

My Blog

vodka diary

love loss and glowing pains glossedlittle girl your everything i have lostmy own only true personthe only one whom i can reasonthis time ive lost my mindthis time i hold tighter on the lineour love is...
Posted by ian [Varïum] on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 12:53:00 PST

suppressive

i saw the way i used to beafraid of my own realityive pushed down inside and began to hideescape is my personal mutinysuppression is my only waysuppress the things i did todaywho am i anywayit slipped...
Posted by ian [Varïum] on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 04:26:00 PST

Alice in Maryland

I tried to give you what you needi try to give you everythingim not sure wich way to gomy thoughts and emotions overflowi cant figure the truth to thisim so confused after we kissalone i analyze itwit...
Posted by ian [Varïum] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:09:00 PST

slipping into my shadow

The darkness hides what i cannot confide inmy deepest emotion tries to break intried to put it out but i just wont listeni could never get around this awful decisioni wish it were truei wish i ha...
Posted by ian [Varïum] on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:15:00 PST