Out of a spontanious drunken mindset, I raised out of bed with the greatest inspiration to write songs with so much meaning any one sided person could feel it in depths of any place in the world, with any taste of the moment. I found myself with an old beaten acoustic guitar that once belonged to my father, and i strummed a phrase of chords, i didn't even realize that i knew, and began to sing a melody. What first started as random muttering, would become the beginning of a long journey. With each song i find myself getting better and more aware of what needs to be. I find myself re-living the past. I find myself pulling words from places i didn't know exsisted and its interesting. my inspiration, mostly, are the girls i could never have, and the Girls i've thrown away. It is a beautiful curse, because any current lover will become depressed that they are not being refrenced in any new creation. Beauty is in the art, art is believing. At nights i would lay on my parents roof, listening to a private collection of mixtapes. focusing on how they made the sounds in each recording. Eyes dead set on the stars. I would make a wish with every shooting star that I was privledged to witness. I would have small parties with my peers and celebrate being young with various Drugs, and Alcohol. I will never forget those days. Sometimes i wish i could remember more about those days. but most of it is a blur. The hands i've shook, the faces i've come across, the feeling of knowing from the first time you meet someone..this friendship is forever. Every single one of those people have something to do with this music. they are why i do this. I don't play for fame. I don't Write music for the tabloids. i want people to feel it. Really feel it. I want people to understand who I am, and Love it.
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