About Me
LiFE iS TOO SHORT TO WAKE UP iN THA MORNiNG WiT R E G E T S, SO LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO TREAT yOU RiGHT ND FORGET THA ONES THAT DON..T & BELiVE THAT EVERyTHiNG HAPPENS FOR A RESSON. iF yOU GET A CHANCE TAKE iT iF iT CHANGES yOUR LiFE.LET iT NOBODy SAiD THAT iT..D BE EASy, THEy JUST PROSiMED iT WOULD BE WORTH iT. Never forget yesterday but always live for today, because you never know what tomorrow can bring or what it can take away. Fuck what you heard,Recognize what you see,I know you've heard the rumors,Now here's the real me in Order ta be irreplaceable One must always be Different I take the good with the bad, Smile with the sad, Love what I got, And remember what I had. Always forgave, But never forgot, Learned from my mistakes, But never regret. People change, Things go wrong, Life Goes On. The Truth Is we hide so we can be F O U N D we walk away to see who will F O L L O W we cry to see who will wipe away our T E A R S && we let our hearts get broken to see who will come && F i X i T. WHO ARE Y0U TO JUDGE THE WAy i LiVE, i KN0W iM NOT PERFECT AND i DONT LiVE TO BE, BUT BEFORE YOU GO POiNTiNG FiNGER$ MAKE SURE YOUR HAND$ ARE CLEAN iF Y0U DONT LiKE ME, REMEMBER iT$ MiND 0VER MATTER. i D0NT MiND AND YOU D0NT MATTER. iVE MADE MiSTAkE$ iN My LiFE. iVE LET PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, & i ACCEPTEd WAy LES$ THAN i DESERVE. BUT, iVE LEARNEd FROM My BAd CHOiCE$ & EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE SOME THiNGS i CAN NEVER GET BACk, & PEOPLE WHO WiLL NEVER BE SORRy, iLL KNOW BETTER NEXT TiME, & i WONT SETTLE FOR ANYTHiNg LESS THAN WHAT i DESERVE;
BUT, iVE LEARNEd FROM My BAd CHOiCE$
& EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE SOME THiNGS i CAN NEVER GET BACk,
& PEOPLE WHO WiLL NEVER BE SORRy,
iLL KNOW BETTER NEXT TiME,& i WONT SETTLE FOR ANYTHiNg LESS THAN WHAT i DESERVE;
iTS HARd TO WATCH THiNG$ CHANGE WHEN ALL Y0U WANT iS F0R THEM TO STAY THE SAME. iTS FUNNy BUT STUPid HOW YOU WANT EVERYTHiNG & N0THiNG AT THE SAME TiME. iTS CRAZy WHEN YOU WANT T0 LET GO, BUT YOU KEEP H0LDiNG ON, & WHEN YOU WANT T0 MOVE ON BUT YOUR STUCk RiGHT WHERE Y0U STARTEd. WHEN FEELiNGS COME & GO & YOU CANT dECiDE WHAT Y0U WANT. WHEN YOU HAVE SO MANY THiNGS TO SAy BUT YOU dONT kN0W WHERE TO START. WHEN YOU WANT THEM iN YOUR LiFE $O bAd, bUT ALL YOU CAN dO iS PUSH THEM FARTHER & FARTHER AWAy. iTS SO HARd TO THiNk bACk TO HOW THiNGS USEd TO bE & LO0k AT iT NOW & REALiZE THAT THiNGS ARE diFFERENT & THEy MAy NEVER bE THE SAME. YOU TELL YOURSELF iTS NOT WORTH iT, BUT iF iT REALLy didNT MATTER, YOU W0ULDNT SPENd S0 MUCH TiME THiNkiNG AbOUT iTive been to hell and back. i spill shit, trip and embarrass myself. i cant just flutter my eyes and get what i want. my life was messed up. ive been through alot of shit. nObodys perfect. ive been lied to and had my heart stolen. Ive fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up. But every hit was worth it because i felt it. I knew it was real. life is real & im living it wrong everyday. im fuckin up royally & doing everything oppisite. but do i regret one thing ? NEVER. because, at one point what i did was what i wanted & got my fuckin satisfaction. My life is mine & not no stupid bitches or immature people can fuck it up for me anymore. im me. & id LOVE to see you try an fucking break me
I have a mind of my own. & believe* me, i know how to use it. U play me, im jus gonna flip the script and come at u with sumthin viscious Believe it or not. Test Me. You will find out. You gotta give* respect to Get* it, thats just h0w it works. Ive been there and d0ne that. I get along with pretty much everyone. And i could honestly care less if you dont like me, i d0nt live tO please y0u.GO AHEAD AND JUDGE ME,CUZ CHANCE$ ARE Y0UR GUNNA D0 iT ANYWAY$dont think y0u knOw me cuz truth is i d0nt even fully knOw myself. I HAVE A BIG HEART FOR PEOPLE =].& ive really realized latly that t0mOrrow's never pr0mised s0 l0ve the pe0ple that treat y0u right and f0rget that 0nes that dOnt. My Family and Friends are my MAiN PRi0RiTy and they are what keeps me going even through the heardest times, and i love them for that. i have trust issues, pretty much everyone ive let get cl0se enuff has d0ne me dirty in 0ne way Or an0ther & chances are i f0rgave them. Im someone people come to and talk to about their problems, im a go0d listener i believe every0ne y0u come acr0ss is put int0 your life f0r a reas0n. y0u learn many different things fr0m pe0ple & the m0re stuff y0u g0 thr0ugh the str0nger y0u are. Im a very postitive person and some people dont like that, but whatever. I dont hold grudges. and i do give second chances, weather i should or not. its MY life so dont tell me how i should live it. im going to do what i do and live my life the way i want to. I make bad decisions but if i havent learned fr0m them yet eventually i will. Im not someone who brings drama around & i prefer to stay away fr0m that kid shiit, cuz after its all d0ne what has it pr0ved?; n0thing at all. But when you cross a certain line with my friends or family ill m0st likely get involved, sometimes i sh0uldnt But shit happens. i believe in prefection, even though i know it doesnt exist.ive als0 realized People are ALWAY$ gunna talk ab0ut y0u & s0metimes even sc0op d0wn t0 the level 0f making stuff up abOut pe0ple, & most 0f the time the ones that d0 it are just trying t0 take the negative attenti0n Off of themselves and put it 0n s0meOne else, s0 g0 ahead and say what y0u want ab0ut me & make up whatever cuz h0nestly i d.g.a.f anym0re, Y0U CAN HATE 0N ME ALL Y0U WANT, BUT Y0U CANT BREAK THIS NIGGA THAT THiNK$ NADA 0F Y0U . & thats on some real shit.