finding god outside the box.waaay long term goal: children w/o parents - having non-religious affiliated orphanages built (i support free will). short term goal: studying for (and hopefully passing) the ncidq exam.of course my parents & few true friends.introspective individuals. intelligent people. calm-tempered yet passionate personalities.beautiful souls.a persons eyes - they say so much (like sometimes nothing at all - which is what can say so much).emotionally strong women who aren't ashamed of their inherent femininity.honesty - even if it hurts (so ok that was a little white lie ;).running into my life partner while thinking "i'm so done with men!" a man with his feet firmly planted on the ground but his heart thoughtfully placed in the sky; he's got a northern mind w/ a southern soul...preferring fried chicken w/ mashed potatoes 'n gravy over sushi but says no to fake flowers, the color mauve, orange-yellow oak furniture, off-white doilies & republican politics...is willing to give up the "manly" automobile to drive one that is better for the environment & the wallet...would plant a tree in our back yard next to the little animal house we built together to take in homeless pets until we find them homes (did you catch all that? ;).letting go of the past while never forgetting the lessons i've learned - that which fails in our youth is not a mistake if we once genuinely loved it; if the experience acted as the big bang of our personal evolution.hugs from just the right person at just the right moment in time. accepting that moments pass & continuing on.standing up for the underdog if it needs to be done.giving people more than one chance to make things right before calling it quits - i am not a quitter but i'm also no fool.avoiding drama - sometimes this is not possible tho as humans are complex beings made of flesh & not metal.being realistic while still looking on (my version of) "the bright side".emotional & financial independence.classy frugality.misc. stuff i 3:thinking. analysis.astrology.philosophy.indie music.live concerts."green" interior design & architecture.conservation.minimalism.camping.snowboarding.sc
i-fi.shoes w/ heels.designer jeans. big belt buckles on tall guys.sugar.biting.sarcasm. laughing. letting loose. being a dork.reading. writing.quiet companionship.learning at least one new thing everyday that holds some personal significance to me.work - i love what i do.helping my *close* friends with their interior space if i see it's causing them stress they aren't even aware of until i'm done doing my thing.creating my own personal space - if we lived together than our personal space.alone time - back to back hours per week.sleep.gaining wisdom via hindsight - everyday is a new day to work out the past & move forward - so get to it.
besides the obvious (inherent coolness), i want the same things in my music, that i would want in a friend or a partner - maturity (a "tight" sound), class, authenticity, creativity, intelligent content that draws me into either its light or darkness as opposed to making me want to run away b/c my nerves are irritated :)...purchase the musicians art if u like it:
radio deception. aneuretical. ray whitton. austin brown. the panderers. jeff kanzler. the artist you're currently listening to & those that follow (
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edward scissorhands. donnie darko. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. 2001: a space odyssey. heathers. pieces of april. untamed heart.
x-files. classic star trek. scrubs.
"the bell jar" -sylvia plath. "1984" -george orwell. "beyond good and evil" -nietzsche. "fear and trembling" -kierkegaard.
joan of arc. mother theresa. oprah winfrey. maybe your mom, ex-g/f or ex-wife.