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I'm suicidal[am i?]. Love pretending to be happy n cheerful when im actually not. rather care bout my frens than waste my time on myself. nutz/crazy. mad to the core of muy brainz. keep saying the F werd unintentionally. will always NOT have enuf sleep. Love animalz. hate ugly huge n disgusting slimy bugs. REALLY loud n sad to say,i dun have a heart[i gave mine to someone hu means a great deal to me but it so happens dat de person took a lesung batu n smashed it really hard n its now beyond the point of no return ] n yes i AM dramatic. L-O-V-E musical instrumentS. a trumpeter/pianist/drummer/multi(purpose)instrumentalist. haf an invisible fren. hate ppl hu lie. am de x-SGGS drum major. open-minded. talks a lot. reli reli forgetful..trust me on this. cant stand gedik female specimens - pure F-ing bitches they are. allergic to hypocrites - they make me violent LOVE my frens. Like black as the background to any other colour I see. Not into clubbing - cheap. Anti-posers [wannabes but cannotbes]. Love the movies. Will say yes to movie invites if free. Loves to spend. Appreciates honesty from close friends. LOVE my attitude - if u hv problem with it, get lost. the kind of person ur momma wants u to stay away from. Im rude- n I love it. DO NOT ask me to change - if u have a problem then leave. DO NOT tell me what to do - I fucking hate it DO Not tell me to stop cursing - unless I permit you. Hate spoiled brats - unless I spoil them. Hate whiners. Hates super-sensitive men [lembik] Accident prone - true If u don't like me then y de hell r u reading my pfofile? ASSHOLE. AND: I do not believe in long-distance relationship. I have lost faith in certain aspect of life. I do not appreciate bad soccer players. I believe that there's no silver lightning - its just made up to make people optimistic. I despise rude soccer fans like myself. I dont believe men - and women too.