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About Me

i m the second gal in my family, the first gal is one minute older than me. my mom didnt know there was me before she gave birth, the doctor just randomly saw me and picked me up from her belly. so i guess i m lucky. or else would have died REALLY young. people always like to compare me and my twins sis. we are both unique and different from each others. a lot of people always think we are the same , so we tried to look different. now we act and think differently. many of our close friends can tell. i love all the cold hue, blue, green, turqoise and very dark purple. my sis is more into pink, orange and red ......warm colors. but we are both artists, very talented, artistic and creative people.i enjoy life, every single minute. i love to smile, laugh and relax. everything will be fine if my mind isnt too stressful. i believe in letting nature takes its course. that doesnt mean i dont fight for stuff i believe in. if things are meant to come in my way, they will. especially when i work really hard, i know i will eventually achieve my goals. i want to have a peace of mind. i can do anything when i have a peace of mind.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet someone who is very expressive and fight for what he/she believes in. have great confident in doing anything, but i dont mean being cocky here. someone who is passionate for arts, music, photography, movies.....a tough-minded optimist, has a fierce intention to find joy and creates opportunities for high-integrity pleasure. plus someone who knows how to respect the others too. someone whom i am share my things, happy or sad, with.

My Blog

new year 's eve

since tonite it's gonna be a loOong nite, so it's time for me to sit down and really think about what i did in this whole 2003 year. generally, it seems to me that nth special has happened in this yea...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:10:00 GMT

its all fucked up

your morality level is getting lower and lowerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.how can you do that?
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 08:33:00 GMT

so it is

And so it isJust like you said it would beLife goes easy on meMost of the timeAnd so it isThe shorter storyNo love, no gloryNo hero in her skiesI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off you...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:27:00 GMT

first day of my new life

new year i will have new fresh start. let's start with a new pair of shoes, follow by new clothes, new jeans, new socks, new underwaers, new shades, new contact lens, new hair style, new earrings, new...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 20:01:00 GMT

silent nite, my Holy nite

tonite is gonna be THE Silent nite, finally i can stay at home by myself.suddenly i have this feeling of emptiness, like nth can make me laugh or cry for. feelings are gone? why? i dont really like bi...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:45:00 GMT

i hate the noise

i have been doing a lot of thinking these days. really a lot. havent been thinking so much since i worked as a make up artist. what do i want? do i really want it? ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 00:28:00 GMT

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I'm so moody these days. Left to my own devices, I can only feel more deviated from the norm. Perhaps it's the sunconscious registering the pressure and expectations that I've place upon myself. Maybe...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 21:19:00 GMT

the bridge between us

Just close your eyes and imagine a beautiful bridge you now see. That this is the bridge I've crossed. No more pains and suffering for me. It was my wish to stay with you, but i know you'll all unde...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 18:48:00 GMT

a joyful life

now that everything is clear, then i feel better. it's good to take the initiative to ask for what i dont understand. and it's nice that at least that someone would explain clear enough for me. may...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jul 2004 14:22:00 GMT

NY trip

wow, i must say i had lots of fun there in NYC! tho it wasnt so smooth at the arrival hall cos i didnt have lislie's address, but i made one up. so it's cool. good that in manhattan they dont really u...
Posted by on Sat, 29 May 2004 13:23:00 GMT