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About Me

"~Blaze It Up!~"First things first.... JUGGALO FAMILY! WOOP! WOOP! Anywayz, my birth-given name is Deana but my pplz call me Beaner. I'm a lette wit a mission, a goal in life to be remembered long after my demise. A more recent friend of mine asked if I knew myself.... I don't think I gave him an answer, I'm still trying to figure that out. What I do know is that I'm deap at most times but I'm also publicly known as the life of the party. I'll be there when you need me and try to help in anyway possible. I'm not perfect in so many ways... I don't try to be. I'm looking for people who won't judge, see past the imperfections and into the beauty of the heart. Depth is the key to true friendship.

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My Interests

Anything Wicked!

I'd like to meet:

Jim Morrison in the afterlife , my reincarnated or past life self to kick her fuckin ass for not gettin it right the first time!
How evil are you?
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Music:

Movies:

Big Money Hustlas ,Pulp Fiction, Fear and lothing in las vegas, how high, half baked, belly, Grind, Blow and everything that can honestly scare the piss out of me I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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Books:

Juggalette Juggalette Juggalette Juggalette

My Blog

FUCK

Fuck... Just fuck everything that i cant control. Fuck trying. Fuck bullshit. Fuck lies. Fuck haters. Fuck going against what you know is true. Fuck trust. Fuck love. Fuck faith. Fuck... FUCK!!!! Fuck...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 10:17:00 PST

Turning Point

So he's more of an asshole than i thought. Sent me some pretty mean and vindictive messages and now i know I'm better off without worring about him. But i'm not mad at the male sex still. They're not ...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:47:00 PST

Girls' Truth

When you catch a girlglancing at you,she wants you to lookback and smileWhen a girl bumps into your armwhile walking with youshe wantsyou to hold her handWhen she wants a hugshe will just stand...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:19:00 PST

Flyleaf/ Fully Alive Lyrics

Telling Layla's story spoken,'Bout how all her bones are broken,Hammers fall on all the pieces,Two months in the cover creaseshere she starts to dieand her briliant shiny wordsFully alive, more than m...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

He Burned My Shit!

Bobby burned all my letters and work that i had from rehab. All my pics from years ago to date. And he gave all my clothes to his cousin.... Yeah i cheated on him but the circumstances showed that our...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 10:15:00 PST

Empty

Well if you're a close friend of mine you'll already know that I am no longer going back to Chicago. I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and my boyfriend are no long...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:49:00 PST

Life hates me.....

Life hates me or I hate life... Regardless everything around me is going to shit. I piss people, friends at times, off everyday and i don't know why half the time. Brad has packed his shit and wants t...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 12:15:00 PST

it's too much to handle

I'm five days away from my 18th birthday and my life is officailly crashing down on me once again. I've been on misdemeaner probation since last july and abou...
Posted by It Aint Easy Bein Me on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 06:13:00 PST