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alice

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

HI, I AM A fit 42 year old HISPANIC, WOMAN.. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TWICE AND DIVORCED TWICE..BOTH MEN LEFT ME FOR WOMAN I KNEW..WHATEVER, THAT IS BEHIND ME NOW..I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS SINCE NOVEMBER..AFTER MOVIN OUT OF MY HOME OF 7 YEARS, I RENTED A ROOM IN A HOME WITH A MAN THAT WAS HOPING TO GET INTO MY PANTS APPARENTLY..NOT A CHANCE IN hELL..I WENT tO nEW YORK FOR A WEEK AND WHEN I RETURNED HE HAD LOCKED ME OUT THE HOME CLAIMING I WAS A GUEST.HE KEPT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING I OWNED. SINCE THAN I HAVE BEEN MOSTLY LIVING IN MY CAR..IF I WAS WILLING TO SLEEP WITH A MAN FOR MONEY, I COULD HAVE BEEN OUT OF THIS ALONG TIME AGO..BUT THAT IS NOT THE CASE,,JUST NEED A BREAK TO GET BACK ON MY FEET.. LETS SEE.......i AM A FANTASTIC COOK,housekeeper,manicurist,hairdresser,cake decorater and I seem to have a real nack for giving advise on anything that pertains to SEX.I love to play pool,dance,wakeboard,camp,fish and swim. I do not watch T.v.anymore. I have enough going on in my life to entertain myself. I want to focus on my career , whatever I decide that is. I want 2 enjoy all the new friends I am going to make. I dont want to seem insensitive inregards to my beautiful children. I love them more than anything. If it were'nt for them, I wouldnt have made it this far. All my children are strong willed, opinionated, and I am confident that I have been the best mom I can be. Jason, Ryan and Brenna, I am sorry if my openes causes you any heartache. Just know that no matter what anyone says, I am just being honest about myself and I will express myself in anyway I pleeze.I love you all with all my heart and I hope someday soon We will all be together again. I will always encourage you to do whatever makes you happy. I want peace and happiness for all of us. I lovitchu forever. your mommyTo whom it may concern, I am living in Oahu, Hawaii...Makaha beach..What a beautiful beach it is..I spend everyday there snorkeling and walking....I hope to find my peace and the strength to pull my family back together..I am dedicating all love to my children ..they are my only family and I love them and miss them so much..Babies , don't give up on mommy, I know there are many great things to come for us and I promise everything I am doing is for the three of you..Jason, Ryan, and my beautiful baby brenna..love , mommy..

My Interests

Hosting" Well, this picture just about say's it all for my kids and I..This is what i would rather be doing over anything else.On my boat, on a summer day with my kids and there friends. Being in the water is brings me so much peace and happiness. It was such a struggle having that boat for 3 years , we spent at least three days a week , 9 months out of the year on it..We did'nt have a clue how to drive it , pull it, or ride a wakeboard..here is my oldest son , Jason, after his third summer..It took alot of fuel and patince but, watching him do what he does so well, makes it all worth it..I get goose bumps everytime i see him pull something like this off..You are da BOMB Jay..Even my baby girl, such a little mermaid..My baby boy , rybo, even got over the fear of eating crap when crashing into the water...I made it through a really tough time in my life, it helped me get over my painful divorce and kept us all distracted during the war..Thank God we made it!!!! My baby BRENNA, i MISS YOU SO MUCH, I KNOW YOU ARE SAFE AND THAT DADDY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. i PRAY EVERYDAY THAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. aLTHOUGH , IT HAS ONLY BEEN TWO MONTHS , IT SEEMS LIKE A LIFETIME TO ME. i AM SO LONELY WITHOUT MY BABIES ...EVERYDAY I HOPE YOU TRY TO REMEMBER SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT MOMMY. I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE CHANGES IN MY LIFE THAT WILL MAKE ME STRONG AGAIN. CAN WE PRAY FOR EACH OTHER BABY? YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND SMART. SOMETHING GOOD IS COMING BABY FOR ALL OF US, I FEEL IT IN MY HEART. BE HAPPY BABYGIRL, JASON AND RYAN LOVE YOU BUNCHES...KISSES FOREVERXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOMOMMY RYBO , I AM SO PROUD OF YOU..I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE MY LITTLE SMARTY PANTS.. I DIDNT CARE WHAT EVRYONE TRIED TO SAY.. YOU HAVE DEFINITLY SHOWED EVERYONE 100 FOLD WHAT YOU WERE ALWAYS MADE OF..dON'T YOU WISH WE COULD TAKE YOUR KINDERGARTEN TEACHER , HOG TIE HER AND SHOW HER SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT.. BETWEEN YOU AND I Y, YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO DO TO HER...STAY FOCUSED RYBO....YOU ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING REALLY BIG BABY... I AM SO HAPPY YOUR MY BABY....LOVE, MOMMY...

I'd like to meet:

I am going to be as specific as possible.:::I'm sorry if this offends anyone but, I am not interested in DATING men over 45.....I assure you it is for your own good, really....Thank you though... this person must be affectionate and passionate. Gotta love to be loved and adored. I am not interested in tight wads. I am aggressive and to the point, people say i'm abrassive. I am OK with all that. YOU GOTTA be fit,that means FIT,not FAT,yes there is a difference, outgoing,sex appeal a must. Not into suits! Gotees, tatoos,and pec's are a weakness for me, if your a man. I am opened minded and am serious about being in a relationship. I am very domesticated at heart and truly enjoy having a home for all our friends to enjoy. Hopefully this revision will help....HEY, BTW, NO PIC'S, NO LICK'S. IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PIC , don't bother. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR PHONE SEX OR CHAT SEX, OR VIDEO SEX, UNLESS YOU ARE PAYING, OFCOURSE..I AM LOOKING FOR A DATING SITUATION...DATING WHICH MEANS YOU MUST HAVE A JOB AND A CAR , NOT LIVING WITH YOUR PARENTS OR SISTER..GOT IT!!!!!!This is Nick..Young and emotionally confussed..But, yes, I fell in love with him..I spent a year of crazy emotional abuse with him..After many nites of crying myself to sleep not understanding how someone can be so loving one minute confessing his love for me and the next just being down right ugly...I could'nt take it anymore , and i found it almost impossible to stay away from him..I recieved a call from a dear friend of mine from high school. He made an offer i couldnt refuse..I got a place in Hawaii that i can stay for free..He has given me the oppurtunity to take a little time to to get my head together with out any pressure...Leaving Nick was and is very painful. I wish things could have been different..Nick I will always Love you.I want the best for you..I pray for you daily and hope you seek the help you need to heal what ever it that causes your pain and anger..I love you ...alice..

Music:

Hip hop, R & B, old school, and just about any funky, bumpin beat you can dance to. Now, when it comes to makin love, Jill Scott, Erika Baddu,Craig David,Jodeci, you know what i'm talking about. Hosting"MY MOMMY AND DADDY..SUCH A BEAUTIFUL COUPLE. HOT ,PASSIONATE AND SEXY WAS WHAT THEY WERE TOGETHER. THEY LOOKED LIKE MOVIE STARS AND ALL MY FRIENDS JUST THOUGHT THEY WERE the COOLEST PARENTS EVER ..aLWAYS IN STYLE, ALWAYS HIP TO WHAT WAS THE IN THING..GROWING UP WITH PARENTS SO CLOSE IN AGE, THEY WERE 17 YEARS OLDER THAN I, MADE LIFE DIFFERENT THAN MOST...I REALIZED EARLY ON THAT MY PARENTS AND I WERE GOING THROUGH OUR ADOLESENCE TOGETHER..THERE WAS A TIME WE WENT TO THE SAME CLUBS, WENT TO THE SAME PARTIES AND DATED THE SAME PEOPLE.i KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY BUT, I WOULDNT CHANGE IT FOR ANYTHING..MY DADDY DIED VERY YOUNG OF A HEART ATTACK. HE WAS 57 WHEN HE DIED. HE AND I WERE SO CLOSE..WE OVER CAME ALOT TOGETHER. i CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I HAD FINALLY RESPECTED MY DAD FOR DOING THE BEST HE COULD TO RAISE A STRONG WILLED, STUBBORN CHILD, ME, WHEN HE WAS JUST GROWING UP HIMSELF. HE GAVE ME ALOT OF FREEDOM TO MAKE CHOICES THAT CHILDREN SHOULDNT MAKE. HE ALLOWED ME TO DO THINGS THAT CHILDREN SHOULD'NT BE DOING. AFTER ALL MY BAD CHOICES, I HAVE TO SAY THAT, IT MADE ME THE PERSON I AM. I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO MUCH. I COULD REALLY USE HIS BIG HUGS AND KISSES, THE UNCONDITIONAL AFFECTION AND LOVE HE GAVE ME MADE ME BELIEVE I WAS BEAUTIFUL. HE ADMIRED MY ABILITY TO OVERCOME THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT MOST PEOPLE , INCLUDING HIMSELF, HADNT THE STRENGTH TO BEAT.NEVERTHELESS, NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN EVER FILL THE EMPTYNESS I HAVE IN MY HEART FOR HIM.FOREVER LOST WITHOUT YOU DADDY , I CANT WAIT TO FIND YOU AGAIN....

Movies:

This is my Cousin Freddie......You Know him...He is just the hottest up in comming player of all time...

Television:

i RECEIVED THIS A WHILE BACK..I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THIS WITH THE WORLD""""(Alice, please understand that I can come off sounding sarcastic at times â I am in no way making light of your comments â I get the impression this post was derived from a serious, unpleasant situation and I am not mocking you or your feelings) After a lifetime of "Mr. Wright" jokes, I feel I'm somewhat qualified to comment on this topic. I'm going to be completely honest with you and let you in on a little secret about us men and our âguy code of ethicsâ - the truth is, we're all shits. Everyone one of us. So don't worry about ruining it for everyone else or offending that one special guy - he doesn't exist. We are all walking, talking, burping, farting, remote control hogging pieces of crap. We want three things in life, and this is all we'll ever need:1. sex - with as many women as possible2. toys (this includes sports)3. foodIn that order. The ONLY thing that makes one guy different from the rest is how much we'll endure and to what lengths we'll go to in order to get these things (especially #1). That's it. We're very simple creatures. Weâre not deep. Weâre not complex. Donât ask us what weâre thinking, because it will be one of these three things. Disappointing, I know.And a quick note regarding #1: sex is not to be confused with love. Love, being an emotion, is actually beyond our comprehension (hence our reference to it as "fleeting" - we don't understand it, so we hope it just goes away over time). We can only truly grasp two emotions: anger and fear. If it doesn't involve one, or both, of these emotions, then it can be resolved with beer and Playstation (hence #2 and #3 - yes, beer is a food group).Just my 2 cents...

My Blog

Where is the love.

I am from now on going to keep the mystery alive.  Nomore meeting and dating my admirers.  The lust overcomes all goodnees in men.  Why is it that men let there peckers do the engaging....
Posted by alice on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 02:24:00 PST

Never be ashamed of your MILF status

It took 41 years to earn this status.  First time I heard it ,I was insulted.  Than after I considered the alternative, this was by far the better catagory to be in. This is as good as it ge...
Posted by alice on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 07:53:00 PST