Charles

This is going to be my songs that discribe me place."Dead Memories"Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract toCommit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart"The Bleeding"[V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me[Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me[Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over[V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing[Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone[Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's overAs wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease[Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over Disaster The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over DisasterIt's over now..."Never Enough"I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always pushing me awayIt's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to beIt's all so messed up and no one ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change I wanna lay it all to waste They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always shoving me asideIt's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'M DONE!In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I amI'd rather hate you for everything you are Than ever love you for something you are not I'd rather you hate me for everything I am Than have you love me for something that I can'tIt's never enough, it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter who I try to be It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter how I try to taste It's never enough, never never enough I'll never be what you want me to be "Wasted Time"Say it to my face Look me in the eyes And say what you have to say You know we can't erase these words before goodbye And turn the final pageAhh here comes alone againEverything's broken Everything's vacant Everything's wasted time again Sentiments hopeless Innocence jaded Everything's wasted time againAnd so we leave this stage And all our best read lines And all the acts we played So say you wanna leave And say we never held the way we always hoped we'd tryAnd say hello to alone again'Cause, everything's broken Everything's vacant Everything's wasted time again Sentiments hopeless Innocence jaded Everything's wasted time againAhh someday we might find Some sacred place in time But until then all we'll share Are dreams we've left behind'Cause everything's broken Everything's vacant Everything's wasted time againAhh, yeah!Everything's broken Everything's vacant Everything's wasted time again Sentiments hopeless Innocence jaded Everything's wasted time again Everything's broken Everything's vacant Everything's wasted time again Sentiments hopeless Innocence jaded Everything's wasted time againEverything is broken Everything is wasted time Everything is broken Everything is wasted time"Scars In The Making"Do you ever see These shadows over me And all the things you left that leave me hollow Do you ever feel In time we're forced to heal And all the bitter pills you made me swallowAll undone All unsung and left to fallEvery memory that I hold Were all just scars in the making And all the things we can't let go Were all just scars in the makingSomewhere left behind Is another perfect line One that makes you turn and helps you follow But I could never say And I could never sway I could never bring you to beg or borrowAll undone All unsung and left to fallEvery memory that I hold Were all just scars in the making And all the things we can't let go Were all just scars in the makingI could never make you fall Or anything at all And I'll never understand What you hold sacredEvery memory that I hold Were all just scars in the making And all the things we can't let go Were all just scars in the making, scars in the makingThere's no way you could ever try There's no way you could ever hide Maybe someday you will wonder whyDo you ever see The shadows over me And all the things you left that leave me hollow"My Curse"I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you againThis is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curseThere is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there?Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for youThis is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curseThere is love burning to find you Will you wait for me?And still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you againDying, inside, these walls [2x]And I see your face in these tears In these tears And I see your face...There is love [8x]"Pain Redefined"Fading, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? That I look for ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the alleyways of my life?Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen in Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen inPlease believe me That my eyes deceive me? Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefinedShaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver Now I lie to myself, so I can believe her As she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion Can I find a way to make a solution that will reconfigure my life?Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen in Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen inPlease believe me That my ears deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefinedAnd I know that stillness shatters We have all been frightened by the The sound of footsteps on the pavement of our lives I stand and fight I'm not afraid to die Elochai, bury me tonightPlease believe me That the world decieves me Don't stand me up Just leave I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefinedThe bands are Slipknot, Five Finger Death Punch, Fuel, Disturbed, and Killswich Engage. When I think of more ill add them.