yana

hi..i'm yana..i'm just an ordinary girl who is struggling to survive this extra-ordinary life. i know who i am and i know what i want..i'm pretty much a straight forward person.I say what i mean and i mean what i say; i am often misinterpreted as a snob and as a serious person...which is totally untrue..i love having fun and enjoying even the littlest things one could ever imagine..i laugh at the most nonsense things..the only time that you would catch me in my "serious-mode" would probably be when i'm heart broken.i simply cannot afford to be smiling all day when i'm in deep pain,. but crying out loud is actually one thing that i consider as one of those "therapies". that's one thing that i am most proud of myself, i'm never scared of crying, i'm never scared of accepting that sometimes i lose and that once in a while people will get hurt by anything. Crying isn't bad..its crying and not knowing when to stop and when to move on is what's bad..so..that's pretty much the deeper side of me...the inner truth behind all my smiles..