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†Ashley Fay†

I am Jack's Wasted Life

About Me


In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the wind

I'm not one to talk about myself, but I'll try my best. I guess I'm into the "darker" things in life, or whatever you choose to call it. I love taking black and white photo's (I am OBSESSED with photography),playing guitar, listening to music, drawing pictures of any random thing, painting pictures and writing poetry. I read alot of books- I prefer it to tv. I love music; I don't think I could survive without it. It's what gets me through the hard times and is there for me when nobody else is. I know it might sound dumb to you who is reading this, but to me it makes sense. Instead of taking my frustrations out on myself (like I do every so often), I listen to my music and it calms me down (even if it may not be calm music in itself). I have multiple piercings: my lip, industrial, nose, navel, ears and eyebrow. I also have three tattoos; one is of a character by Tim Burton called "Roy the Toxic Boy" the second one is a voodoo heart by Tim Burton, and the third one is my Incubus tribute tattoo. It's the crow from ACLOTM cd and the lyrics "resist, unlearn, defy." I plan on getting more Tim Burton work done, though; I think he is incredibly smart and I love his work.I'm a big fan of the gothic subculture; everything about it intrigues me. The fashion, the romanticism, the music, the lifestyle, etc. I don't consider myself "gothic" or anything like that because I dress however I feel like dressing and do whatever I feel inspires me.I don't find myself to be a "normal" girl in any way, as cliche as that may sound. Expressing myself through 'About Me' sections has always seemed fake to me because you can only truly get to know someone by talking to them. And anyone can be fake or brag about themselves when it's in writing. So, I guess you just have to be the judge. I am quite a complicated gal, but who isn't now-a-days? With all this pressure to be perfect and to fit in, do whats trendy, etc, anyone can lose themselves. Thats why I pride myself on BEING MYSELF. And thats all I've ever expected of me. If you're interested, check out my other profile, "Morbid Photography" and tell me what you think of my work. It means so much to me when my photography is appreciated, so feedback is very welcome.
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My Interests

PHOTOGRAPHY,METAL HORROR, MUSIC, reading, guitar, painting, acting, singing, writing, drawing, gothic subculture, poetry, fashion, drama, sewing dollies, metal, etc

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? You will slash your throat
How many tries will it take? 92
When will you commit suicide? May 28, 2010
What will your suicide note say? This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

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I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Tim burton because,to me, he is absolutely brilliant.

I would also love to meet Willy Wonka....

And meeting Joey Jordison would be like a dream come true. This guy is fucking amazing!

I met Atreyu on the Taste of Chaos tour and once at State Theatre. They were really nice. I also met As I Lay Dying and Funeral For A Friend on TOC.

I met AMY LEE AND EVANESCENCE at the State Theatre in Detroit

V: the epitome of a hero!

Elvira and I

Steve Isaacs and Dave Navarro at MuchMusic

I met DANI FUCKIN' FILTH at harpo's in Detroit

I Met Tuomas from Nightwish at Harpo's in Detroit. I also met Jukka and Marco

These guys are fucking awesome. I would love to meet 'em.

Music:

+The Acacia Strain
+AFI
+Agalloch
+All That Remains
+Amon Amarth
+Angelspit
+Anthrax
+As I Lay Dying
+A Perfect Circle
+Alien Ant Farm
+Arch Enemy
+Atreyu
+Attrition
+Avenged Sevenfold
+Ayria
+Beneath The Massacre
+Between the Buried and Me
+Beseech
+The Birthday Massacre
+Black Eyed Peas
+Bleeding Through
+Bullet For My Valentine
+Cartax Abbey
+Children of Bodom
+Chiodos
+Choking Victim
+Clan of Xymox
+Coal Chamber
+Collide
+Corvus Corax
+Cradle of fucking Filth
+The Cruxshadows
+Damageplan
+Dark Funeral
+Death
+Deathstars
+Deftones
+Deicide
+Delain
+Despised Icon
+Devildriver
+Dimmu Borgir
+Disturbed
+Dragonforce
+Dream Theater
+Drowning Pool
+Ego Likeness
+Eighteen Visions
+Eisbrecher
+Eluveitie
+Emperor
+Ensiferum
+Evanescence
+Every Time I Die
+The Faint
+Feist
+Finntroll
+Fischerspooner
+Flyleaf
+Foo Fighters
+From First to Last
+Funeral For A Friend
+Garbage
+Goatwhore
+God Forbid
+Godhead
+Gojira
+Hanzel und Gretyl
+Hatebreed
+The Hush Sound
+Hypocrisy
+I am Ghost +Il Nino
+Immortal
+INCUBUS
+Ion Dissonance
+Isis
+Job For A Cowboy
+Kidney Thieves
+Killswitch Engage
+Kiss
+Kittie
+KMFDM
+Korn
+Korpiklaani
+Lacuna Coil
+Ladytron
+Lamb of God
+Leaves Eyes
+Limp Bizkit
+Marilyn Manson
+Metallica
+Metric
+Mika
+Mindless Self Indulgence
+Ministry
+Misfits
+Mortician
+Mudvayne
+Murderdolls
+Mushroomhead
+My Dying Bride
+My Ruin
+Nightwish
+Nine Inch Nails
+Nirvana
+No Doubt
+NOT_digital
+Norma Jean
+Norther
+Opeth
+Opiate for the Masses
+Orgy
+Otep
+Pantera
+Pelican
+Pigface
+Placebo
+Poison the Well
+Porcupine Tree
+Primus
+Prodigy
+The Raconteurs
+Rammstein
+Rob Zombie
+ROSESDEAD
+Samael
+Satyricon
+Scar Symmetry +Sepultura
+Sevendust
+Shadows Fall
+Silverchair
+Sirenia
+Sissy
+Sky Eats Airplane
+Skinny Puppy
+Slayer
+Sleepytime Gorilla Museum
+Slipknot
+Smashing Pumpkins
+A Static Lullaby
+Static-x
+Strapping Young Lad
+Stutterfly
+Superjoint Ritual
+Sworn Enemy
+System of a Down
+Tenacious D
+Throwdown
+Tool
+Trapt
+Tristania
+Turisas
+Ulver
+Unearth
+Vas
+Weezer
+White Zombie
+White Stripes
+Within Temptation
+Zao

LISTEN TO ANGELSPIT

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, May, Hero, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Edward scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Nightmare on Elm street, Pirates of the Caribbean movies, LOTR movies, Romeo and Juliet, Shakespeare in Love, The Aadams Family, Beetlejuice, The Notebook, How to Deal, Saved, Harry potter movies, Grindhouse, Curse of the Golden Flower, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape?, Ghostworld, V for Vendetta, The Virgin Suicides, The Descent, House of 1000 corpses, The Day After Tomorrow, Devils Rejects, Friday the 13th, Witchboard(Bunshinsaba), Bloody Reunion, Suicide Club, The Corpse Bride, From Hell, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Kill Bill Vol 1&2, Pulp Fiction, Jet Li's Fearless, House of Flying Daggers, Memoirs of a Geisha, House of Wax, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning, The Hills Have Eyes, The Reaping, Stir of echoes, Signs, The Sixth Sense, Jawbreaker, The Covenant, The Craft, 10 Things I Hate About You, Mean Girls, Harold and Kumar go to Whitecastle, Eurotrip, 40 year Old Virgin, Pootie Tang, Save The Last Dance, You Got Served, She's The Man, Old School, Zoolander, Mystery Men, Wedding Crashers, Twister, Pan's Labyrinth, Borat, The Crow, Donnie Darko, Marie Antoinette, Serenity, Aeon Flux, The Matrix movies, The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, Dawn of the Dead, Shaun of the Dead, 28 Days Later, Casino Royale, Seven, Fight Club, Requiem for a Dream, Blow, Alice in Wonderland, Big Fish, Mars Attacks!, Secret Window, Finding Neverland, Hellraiser, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Exorcist, Stigmata, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Rose Red, The Goonies, Hook, The Breakfast Club, Carrie, Bowling For Columbine, Farenheit 911, The Sea Inside, The Pianist, Moulin Rouge, The Constant Gardener, Zodiac, American History X, Saving Private Ryan, Castaway, Ginger Snaps, The Return, The Messengers, The Ring, Pulse, White Noise, The Forgotten, National Treasure, X-men, The Incredibles, The Protector, Ong-Bak, Crank, Legend of Drunken Master, Shanghai Noon, Shrek 1&2, The Bourne Identity, Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison, Night at the Museum, Anchorman, Bruce Almighty, Jackass 1&2, 300, Saw series, Little Miss Sunshine, War of the Worlds, Party Monster, Silent Hill, Nosferatu, Underworld, Underworld Evolutions, Queen of the Damned, Salem's Lot, The Upside of Anger, My Big Fat Greek Wedding, Clerks 1&2, Dude, Where's My Car?, The Black Dahlia, King Kong, Jurassic Park, House on Haunted Hill, Girl Interrupted, Pulp Fiction, Hot Fuzz, Sin City, Vacancy, A Tale of Two Sisters, Lady Vengeance, 28 Weeks Later, Across the Universe, Stardust, Sweeney Todd, No Country For Old Men, etc

Television:

I don't watch much tv, but when I do, it's either That 70's show, Point Pleasant, Family Guy, South Park, Video on Trial, America's Next Top Model, The Hills, Sweet 16, Metalocalypse, Robot Chicken, etc

Books:

A Certain Slant of Light, Harry Potter, Elsewhere, Twilight, New Moon, A Great and Terrible Beauty, Rebel Angels, Bound, You Don't Know Me, The Goth Bible, Voltaire's What is Goth?, It's Kind of a Funny Story, Love Among the Walnuts, Gossip Girl, The Dating Game, Ghosts in the Snow, LOTR, The Gravesavers, Intensity, The Watchers, Blue is For Nightmares series, Interview with the Vampire, I Coriander, Dreamland, The Zombie Survival Guide, etc

Heroes:

+Amy Lee +Brandon Boyd +Davey Havok +Tim Burton +Johnny Depp +Brandon Lee +Frank +Borat +Dani Filth +Jack Sparrow +Tony Jaa +Otis +Freddy Krueger +V!!! +Gerard Butler

My Blog

shove it back down inside

1. What color are your kitchen plates?hmm...I'd say they are mainly white2. What book are you reading?Eclipse3. What is on your mouse pad?I don't have one4. Favorite board game?clue, or life5. Least f...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 07:46:00 PST

grief

"and they say, grief is only able to possess"such a grief hath never possesed a wretch so deep.so deep that, she runs into the core of mine existence.the existence becoming her demiseher demise becomi...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:46:00 PST

Field of Innocence

I still remember the world through the eyes of a child.Slowly those feelings were clouded by what I know now.Where has my heart gone?An uneven trade for the real world!Oh I...I want to go back to beli...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:07:00 PST

When I’m bored...

...I fill out random surveys1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?a lasting relationship. there is more fulfillment that way2- What was your longest relationship?3 years3-What...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:22:00 PST

random tagging?

The rules are: Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, and w...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 10:52:00 PST

Oh dear god

Everyone is always online and then when I need to talk to someone the most, no one is fucking around.So, school hasn't even started yet and I'm already stressed the fuck out. Money is going to be supe...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:26:00 PST

Ramblings abound (peter, life, school, blah blah blah)

OK, time to turn my music off for a minute. I need silence to make my thoughts coherent and plausible.Alright, so!There doesn't seem to be a...theme to this blog. Its just something to do since I'm bo...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 03:23:00 PST

stolen from peter!

Name: Ashley FayBirthday: 22-02-1987Birthplace: CanadaCurrent Location: CanadaEye Color: green/blueHair Color: BlackHeight: 5'4"Right Handed or Left Handed: rightYour Heritage: Italian/russian/scottis...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:51:00 PST

Crazy Ass Weekend

On friday, we went to Harpo's to see Nightwish. Paradise Lost was playing with them. They put on a wicked show, one of the best I've ever seen. Afterwards we got to meet nightwish, which was really co...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:53:00 PST

At Ends

My heart is non-existent.You have raped me of my soul.My sanity is gone askew.Broken mirrors and bloody lies.An agony so deepthat it is embedded in my DNA.No nails or knives can cut it out.My skin cra...
Posted by Ashley Fay on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:28:00 PST