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sooo ADDYktive ♥

my heart keeps running off. will you please refuse its love, kick it in the gut...and remind it that

About Me

you're only yourself when you think no one's looking.

♥ ask...and i will tell.
♥ got no secrets here.
♥ i will admit my faults.
♥ i will admit my strengths.
♥ i will admit my insecurities.
♥ i will tell you like it is.

i LOVE to par-tay...love to dance. love music. love to go clubbin. love to eat. love to SLEEP. love to hang out. love to watch movies. love to observe people. love to observe things. love to observe my surroundings. love the human mind and all of its complexities...despite at times i'd like to bash in some of the heads that guard them

there are only so many words that could be written/said...and it will never sum up a person. to know someone or about them is to really live in that person's shoes or see through their eyes.
so for now, you see what you see and what you see is what you get. if you wanna walk a mile in my shoes...then wait for my next life, honey. if you're lucky, you'll get a glimpse in this one.

RIGHT NOW: i walk fast enough... to keep my head and heart at the same pace. ♥ ♥ ♥ sometimes i walk slow enough...to stop and smell the roses...to enjoy the present for what it is and what it could be.
♥ i am: a strong and independent woman
♥ i want: to be happy
♥ i have: just what i need
♥ i wish: i could have everything i want
♥ i trust: that these two feet will lead me in the right direction
♥ i like: to have fun
♥ i hate: liars
♥ i miss: being naive
♥ i fear: your stupidity
♥ i hear: too much bullshit to want to believe anything anymore
♥ i search: for a peace of mind
♥ i wonder: where life is going to take me
♥ i regret: nothing
♥ i love: the thought of love...and wonder if it really does exist ♥
♥ i ache: so i take tylenol extra strength gel tabs
♥ i always: pick up my phone for all the important people...go ahead, call me
♥ i am not: who you think i am
♥ i dance: like Ciara...lol. well, i can all right?!
♥ i sing: even though i cannot carry a tune
♥ i cry: only when i hurt
♥ i write: to document my life and my experiences
♥ i win: a lot of points in video games?
♥ i confuse: people for fun
♥ i need: a lot of things
♥ i am in love with: life
♥ i should: just up and leave

My Interests

music...dancing...eating...shopping...movies...singing [although i cannot carry a tune for the life of me]...just chill.teach me something new and interesting...

I'd like to meet:

♥ sometimes i let my emotions & feelings run wild...so be thankful if you're ever on the receiving end because you're getting
the best of me

♥ no one really ever says the "right" thing...it just happens to be
what you want to hear.

♥ call me pessimistic if you like...i call it the truth:
the only person you will always be able to count on
is the person you see in the mirror.

hm...i think i've met a lot of awesome people already. they've made such great impacts on my life...it's unbelievably amazing how much you all touch me...in your thoughts, actions, deeds...or the mere simpleness of caring for me in return.

♥ THANK YOU ♥

...if i don't talk to you or mind you...mm..it could be one of many things.
1. the main one is this: i don't care!
2. if i don't talk to you, that doesn't mean i don't like you.
it just means that i have nothing to say :o)
3. if i do talk to you...i guess that means i like you!

...there's always room in my life for more cool people...
so be SOMEONE that i want to meet

be someone real. be someone who can speak the truth and be able to live it. be someone who can back up your words, thoughts, and actions. be someone who can admit when you're right, when you're wrong, and that you're only as human as the rest of the world...and most of all, be someone who strives to never disappoint me. and if you do, you better own up to it because i can only offer you that much.


i have LOTS of party people
...View All of My Friends...
they're cool

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Music:

hip hop. r&b. pop. rap. whatever i can shake that thing i sit on to. i love Aaliyah...she's my idol!! and she's so darn cute too!

Movies:

i like movies.

Television:

all CSI series...all Law and Order series...Conviction...Criminal Minds...THE FOOD CHANNEL...the simpsons...BET everyday baby! and of course..ROB and BIG

Books:

currently goin back to the old school Grimm's Fairy Tales

My Blog

i guess i just like to ramble...

on sunday i was playing cashier...and a little boy decided he'd flirt and get my attentionby poking me in the butt. niiiiiiiiiice. good thing he was cute. hahaaa.yeah...apparently the booty gains atte...
Posted by sooo ADDYktive ♥ on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:45:00 PST

idle time...

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? - on my arm...from shots. i mean needles, i didn't get SHOT by a gun.2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? - not much3.WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? - ...
Posted by sooo ADDYktive ♥ on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 03:03:00 PST

to my NUMBER ONES...Meenoy & Jimmie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you both!it's another yearand my love for the both of you grows more and more each day. although we are miles apart, my heart will always carry the both of you in it and there is not...
Posted by sooo ADDYktive ♥ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:21:00 PST

Dear Love...(to whoever cares to read)

who's "the man?"it truly amazes me how we, as women, allow such thoughts, overanalyzation, and the male ego to empower us into thinking that at times we are often less than competent without our oppos...
Posted by sooo ADDYktive ♥ on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:18:00 PST

making a MISTAKE and making the WRONG CHOICE

it's almost like the same thing, right? WRONG.anybody can make a mistake, right? well, anybody can also make the wrong choice too.so what the hell is the difference between the two?making a mistakeit'...
Posted by sooo ADDYktive ♥ on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 08:59:00 PST