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About Me

&ordm i wont send you nude pics - don't ask &ordm i don't add people i don't know - if you want to request an add, email me and say hi, i'm not here just to make up numbers &ordm i'm flirty, but won't seal the deal &ordm i'm cuddly - probably more than anyone else i know &ordm i'm filthy &ordm i love hanging upside down from things, and find an excuse to two nights a week &ordm i like to know stuff. everything in fact. this means i want to learn as much about everything i can, but it also means i'll probably get shitty if you leave me out of your conversation &ordm i'm opinionated &ordm i can be really aggressive and i don't bluff, if call a threat, don't think i won't see it through &ordm i don't like new people, but give me time and i'll probably warm to you, at the end of the day, i love meeting new people - i just need time &ordm i'm a sucker for gimics &ordm i'm a big fan of freud &ordm i'm pretty tiny and it's one of my favourite things about me&ordm i wish i could be more like this girl , she's pretty much the best girl i know, and a hella cool mumma &ordm i'm really sensitive &ordm i'm loyal &ordm i'm moody, but i'm trying to control myself &ordm i wish i was better than i am and i'm always conscious of working at that &ordm i'm an exhibitionist and cant resist an opportunity to dance on a table &ordm i love my music &ordm i love this guy even though he's totally unreliable &ordm and while i'm on the topic of awesome people i should also mention this guy &ordm i'm spontaneous, don't like to plan and do pretty much everything on a whim &ordm i'm more often than not unintelligable, i talk too much and too fast and run off on tangents all the time &ordm i'm fascinated by sex on a psychological level &ordm i over analyse everything &ordm i wish i could turn my brain off sometimes &ordm i love eye make up &ordm i have really strong convictions &ordm i'm stubborn as hell and one day it will be my undoing &ordm most of my stories don't make much sense and don't go anywhere &ordm i have a bad temper &ordm i work all the time &ordm i'm a bar girl with an awesome team and i love it &ordm i don't like clothes. they don't inspire me, i don't like wearing them, i don't like wasting money on them and guys that spend much time thinking about them don't do it for me at all (if you're reading this, you know who you are. what happened to the old you?) &ordm i love cheesy pop punky music and i don't care if you look down on me for it, you're probably too hung up on listening to the right bands anyway &ordm i dig tattoos &ordm i love language that makes music &ordm i love books &ordm i love partying and i always take it too far. i'm pretty sure it's a good thing &ordm i really like sylvia plath, elizabeth wurtzel and kim wilkins, their writing has shaped me &ordm i love a stimulating argument and i'm not afraid of conflict &ordm i can't live without my straightener and my emjoi &ordm oh shit! i should've mentioned this guy! easily one of the best guys ever &ordm

My Interests

CURRENT MOON lunar phases

I'd like to meet:

"there is love making that is bad for a person just as there is eating that is bad. that boysenberry ice cream pie from the Thrift-E Mart may appear inviting, may, in fact, cause all nine hundred taste buds to carol from the tongue, but in the end, the sugars, the additives, the empty calories clog arteries, disrupt cells, generate fat and rot teeth. Even potentially nourishing foods can be improperly prepared. There are wrong combinations and improper preparations in sex as well. Yes, one must prepare for a fuck - the way an enlightened priest prepares to celebrate mass, the way a great matador prepares for the ring: with intensification, with purification, with a conscious summoning of sacred power. And even that won't work if the ingredients are poorly matched: oysters are delectable, so are strawberries, but mashed together... (?!) Every nutritious sexual recipie calls for at least a pinch of love, and the fucks that rate four-star rankings from both gourmets and health-food nuts use cupfuls. Not that sex should be regarded as therapeutic or to be taken for mecidinal purposes - only a dullard would hang such a milestone around the nibbled neck of a lay - but to approach sex carelessly, shallowly, with detachment and without warmth is to dine night after night in erotic greasy spoons. In time, one's palate will become insensitive, one will suffer (without knowing it) emotional malnutrition, the skin of the soul will fester with scurvy, the teeth of the heart will decay. Neither duration nor proclamation of commitment is necessarily the measure - there are ephemeral explosions of passion between strangers that make more erotic sense than many lengthy marriages, there are one-night stands in Jersey City more glorious than six-month affairs in Paris - but finally there is a commitment, however brief; a purity, however threatened; a vulnerability, however concealed; a generosity of spirit, however marbled with need; an honest caring, however singed by lust, that must be present if couplings are to be salubrious and not slow poison." from Still Life With Woodpecker - Tom Robbins

Books:

Favourite Authors (in no particular order) - Elizabeth Wurtzel, Kim Wilkins, Irvine Welsh, Sylvia Plath, Marion Zimmer-Bradley, Juliet Marillier, Manda Scott, Tom Robbins, Edgar Allen Poe, Sara Douglas, Kate Forsyth - and lots more when i think of them...

My Blog

love

so as much as there's a whole lot of stuff in my life that really bums me out, a lot of things i wish could never happen, or that i had more control over and A LOT of people i wish would drop off the...
Posted by Panties on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:40:00 PST

coffee

i'm in an inexplicably good mood today, which is weird considering yesterday i was in a really fucking bad mood. my dad picked me up from my aerial class last night cos i was sposed to give him my gro...
Posted by Panties on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 07:03:00 PST

salsa

is the best thing ever. if i werent so drunk i would tell you why.followed closely by brazillian waxes in your lunch break
Posted by Panties on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:31:00 PST

2007 - new year - new state - new family

im FINALLY getting round to doing an update. it will probably suck cos im lazy as shit and i have nasty ass back pain and have taken some painkillers that have a mild muscle relaxent but i kinda feel ...
Posted by Panties on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:14:00 PST

i rule the internet today

so im WAY overdue for a proper blog update but i fully cant be bothered, so im mostly just posting to show off :Dcheck me out here and herefuck yeh!...
Posted by Panties on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 01:42:00 PST

Viva Las Brisvegas!

fuck yeh i've booked my mother fucking flight! i'm so fucking exciting and not even a bit nervous! i seem to keep finding more and more friends i have in brisbane and around there and i'm so fucking p...
Posted by Panties on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:04:00 PST

NOT AGAIN!?

how's how i'm that fucking bored im writing a second blog in one day! sheesh!anyways, im posting cos im bummed. someone used something they knew about me cos i used to consider her a friend and mentio...
Posted by Panties on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:38:00 PST

another boring blog

sooo.... i had a job interview today at a place i REALLY wanna work and despite the fact i have so much rad work experience that should make me sound like the raddest to them, this dude seemed totally...
Posted by Panties on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 03:58:00 PST

FATman...

ok, so i was trying to take a pic of this incredibly fat man that was at the bus stop and i think he saw me so the mission failed. but then i thought of even better and more creative ways to take a pi...
Posted by Panties on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:53:00 PST

blah diddy blah diddy blah...

im starting to question (not really starting, ive ponder this dozens of times before...) if maybe im bipolar cos today seems to be a total turn around from yesterday with no particular reason. i still...
Posted by Panties on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 07:00:00 PST