'pathetic · benign · accept it · undermine
your opinion · my justification
happy · safe · servant · caged
malice · utter weakness
no toleration · invade
kill me · enraged · admit it
don't condescend · don't even disagree
desire · decay · disappoint · delay
you've suffered then · now suffer unto me'
hello my name is laura.
all you'll ever need to know about me is that i live off of
music + art + photography.
music describes all the shit i've been through.
every line in the songs i know somehow describes the person i've become.
music has always been a great inspiration too and i think i couldn't live without.
i also love singing but trust me: you do not wanna hear me.
i hardly ever sing when i'm with someone else because i'm too shy, but hey if you want to hear me it's your choice!
i'm addicted to anything artistic and innovative.
i like drawing, making portraits and such boring stuff. i'm trying to develop my own style so perhaps someday i'll be able to make something original instead of copying some one else's style.
i also love taking pictures.
<[i>and i'm planning to buy a decent camera]
most of the pictures i take are self-portraits
<[i>just cause i do not have any models and it would be too awkward to ask someone to model for me].
at times you're too lost for words because something's either too beautiful or too complicated to explain so you can capture it with a photograph.
as sad as it sounds:
i don't have any dreams to achieve.
i'm trying to figure out what and who i want to be, but i guess it's a matter of time.
art = life: i will always strive to express myself.
if you want to talk shit about me then please do so.
i don't care.
at times i wish i were more approachable but not less weird.
