I'm a nobody

I am a smart @$$ lover of all things, My name is my own and you shall not have it unless you ask for a request. ____________________________________________________________ ___ What I do know about me is that I am overly abusively shy and quite!!! Then after I get to know you then I'll talk your Ear off, You would think that I would of grown out of the shyness but I haven't....When I do get shy I can’t say hi or even talk to people new because I get to shy and nervous that I start to stutter, so words don’t come out right, My face turns shades of red so I don't bother to say anything to anyone unless I really need something then I'll say something or when I am mad but other than that I just can't talk I guess I don't have much confidence in myself. Oh and I laugh when I am nervous that's why you'll always see a smile on my face. So I would call myself shy and nervous. If you really want to know me ask for a request and read my blog, figure me out for yourself then when your all done figuring it out, tell me about me. I don't know who I am, I don't know myself, I don't know me!!! ____________________________________________________________ ___ P.S. I hate my life