{.ellie.may.}

Im ellie may.
=]
no, may isnt my middle name.
its just one of those things that happened.
...along with many other things in my life..
"it was like that when i got here.."
MCC is my home.
i LOVE elliephants.

music is a gift from god.
i have decided that being angry is a waste of my time...
so im not angry anymore
most people will tell you i am stubborn.
..but i say they just dont like to give in.
i change my mind...a lot.
i dont like making decisions
and i dont like math..
I LOVE MY ASIAN

i wish i could play guitar..
i sing to myself all of the time.
i get side-tracked easily...
and i am really bad at explaining myself.
i say "like" too much..
...as mindy kindly points out whenever she has the opportunity.
i believe life is too short to have regrets..
so i try my best to live day to day.
afterall...its all we truly have.
i believe that all i ever need to know in life i can learn from RENT
sunsets are no fun to watch alone.
and sunrises tend to be even more beautiful.
i truly believe that everyone can fall in love.
and that there is such a thing a "true love"
i LOVE taking pictures.

i dont eat meat.
i talk on the phone too long.
i hold back too much.
i love starbursts.
and the summertime.
i can fly.
i love to write and i like to read.
i hate feet..
and im always cold.
my friends are my life.
they keep my world spinning...
and they also enjoy dropping me in the middle of wal-mart parking lots..
and making me watch scary movies....over and over again.
they yell at me cuz im never home...
and cuz i never have enough time.
but they are amazing
i dont like to watch tv.
and i dont go to church.
i do believe in god..
and karma.
i love figure skating..it is my life.
..and it basically consumes my weekends.
dasies are the most beautiful flowers in the world.

my views tend to be pretty liberal..
but i try my best to stay open-minded.
Dave matthews is amazing.
end of story.

i have no real plans for my life...
just a bunch of hopes and dreams.
i dont think war solves anything..
so lets all go back to kindergarden where time-outs were allowed.
i do support the troops...and i always will..
i just dont enjoy people dying.
period.

i have struggled more than most people know or understand.
but its not really most people's buisness.
this is my life.
if i ask for your opinion, give it to me!
HONESTLY!
i want to know what you think.
dont tell me what i want to hear.
i am not interested in that.
i aruge...with almost anyone.. about almost anything.
sorry if it bugs you.
i try my best not to offend people..but im not about to turn my whole life around to make you happy.
sorry.
i am who i am. only i have the power to change that.
i am scared of spiders
...and ants.
and i am ready to run away to spain any minute now..
so if you want to get rid of me, just buy me a plane ticket.
=]
i truly believe that happines should be found in the simple things in life..
a smile..
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a kind thought.
a get-well card when your not sick..
simple things.

the world is a really big place..
and all i really want is to make a little difference.
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