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Mecha-Junkmouth

About Me

I'm Rissa and I miss when going to sleep meant just waking up in a different reality.
"How doth the little crocodile
Improve his shining tail,
And pour the waters of the Nile
On every golden scale!
How cheerfully he seems to grin,
How neatly spreads his claws,
And welcomes little fishies in,
With gently smiling jaws!"

It's hard to "be yourself" when everyone around you has a preference.
I eat, dream, and live color.
I'm a synthetic slut.
I say what I want, when I want.
Makeup is like a second skin for me and the more dramatic, the better.
I hate girls.
When I'm really nervous, I tend to fix my hair a lot.
I firmly support PDA. ♥
I live for the cyberpunk, street fashion, raver, and kandi style.
I adore whoever claims that silly thing called my heart.
My creativity and imagination are my ticket to fame.
Jack Off Jill is my cocaine.
My inner self has fallen down the rabbit hole into Wonderland.
I'm a female gamer and proud. I'm also an elite gamer.
There's a lot of things I do alone. Some I wish I didn't have to, and others I rather keep that way.
I'm not a forgiving person. I hold grudges. Simple as that.
I usually end up in the strangest situations.
I judge people just like everyone else does. I'm just not a pussy and I don't mind actually admitting it. And it's not always negative.
I hate rushing into things. For me, the faster you go, the more it'll hurt when you crash.
I hate looking at the camera when I take pictures so I try to do it as little as possible.
My closet's color coded & I fit into kid sized clothes.
I'm whimsical.
I live "in the now". Dwelling on things and/or thinking too much into the future makes me uncomfortable.
I'm very stubborn, I'm very high-strung at times, I have a pride issue, and I over think things. Worst combo of characteristics ever.
I follow the "you lose 100% of chances you don't take" motto to a tee.
I'm a big risk taker.
I give up on people easily. If I don't give up on you, that means you're very special to me.
I try to give myself good advice, but I very seldom follow it.
When something goes wrong in my life, I change my hair color or buy a wig as a ritual of forgetfulness. It's purifying for me.
There are things I forget completely, things I get over quickly, and things I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Fin

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


You spotted me from across The Haunt at one of your shows and never saw my face again until that party in October. I say we hit it off right away and if it weren't for certain obstacles we would've been where we are sooner. Andrew, you're more than just my boyfriend... You're my stability. You're my balance. You're everything I'm not. Everything I'm probably lacking as a person. I can be my complete self around you and you'll just think it's funny or cute or both. You know my deepest secrets and you know why I feel like I'm the worst person alive but you still care about me anyway. You still make me feel practically perfect. You know my fears and my strengths. You give me the confidence I've been lacking for so long. I can safely say without any shade of doubt that I'd do anything for you if it made or kept you happy. And you really are everything to me. I know for a fact that I'm addicted to being with you because I don't feel quite like myself when I don't see you. And when I don't see you, I'm always thinking about you. And even after I've been with you for a whole day, the minute I don't see your face, I'm missing you. And I can't sleep hardly at night because I'm missing you. I'm most likely just addicted to you as a whole. I know your scent by heart and I always think I smell it from time to time which makes me miss you more when my brain realizes it's not you. I know exactly how your hair feels at my fingertips despite my failed sense of touch. Same with your cheek and jawline. I love our inside jokes and our moments where people probably think we're so cute it's gross, lol. I love the butterflies I always get when I'm around you, alone or with friends. I love how silly we are. You're wonderful and sweet and caring. And you know how to handle situations when I'm at my worst, which is something no one before could do. You kiss me like you mean it and I know for certain that it's real. I've known that since our first one, as sloppy and nervous as it was. You make me feel like I mean something, not just to you but maybe for this life. Like I'm not some worthless piece of shit. I was terrified of falling in love again because of all the hurt that emotion gave me. But it's not that way with you. And of course, once I let go of that fear, I fell hard and fast, but you were there to catch me. I gave you my heart with no regrets. Three words, eight letters, one meaning... I love you. <3

Chebon, you're my BEST friend. You've been there for me when no one else has. When everyone shunned me way back when, you made sure I knew you were still there. When people hated me, you stood by me. We've known each other for five years and we've never even fought ONCE. We've never been pissed at each other and we don't annoy each other. We have a million inside jokes that no one would understand and I wanna keep it that way. We're retarded when we're talking to each other and half the time we never make sense but it's ok because we never seem to care about that, lol. You're always there for me and you listen to everything I have to say whether I'm happy or pissed or hurt. We literally go together like cocaine and waffles, lol. SALAMANDER & TITTIES: BEST FUCKING FRIENDS FOREVER! <3

Down the rabbit hole & into Wonderland...

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My Blog

If I had a million things to say...

It would all lead up to one thing and one thing only: I love him.
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:24:00 GMT

SITE MODELS NEEDED FOR DREADS! [read more if SERIOUSLY interested]

I need a shitload of site models for dread falls because I'm probably strictly gonna make only dreads for a while because I rather spend 2-4 days steaming fake hair rather than dealing with so much ha...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:45:00 GMT

May 5th, 2010

TIM BURTON'S ALICE IN WONDERLAND RELEASES ON MAY 5TH OF NEXT YEAR!I'm so fucking excited.Tim Burton's practically fucking GOD to me, ok? And everybody knows how much I love Alice In Wonderland. ((If y...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 08:26:00 GMT

Girl wanted for makeup tutorial!

I need a girl to match my face in a matching tutorial in a recreation of my favorite artist's painting. It's not part of my Pokemon themed tutorials that I've been doing for the past three to four wee...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 00:17:00 GMT

Luls.

"You're letting him control you.""If you're not open to things, you'll never get better.""If you think that bad stuff's going to happen, bad stuff WILL happen.""You're not doing your part.""You're not...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 12:53:00 GMT

Black & White

One.Two.Or three [minus the pink].Decisions, decisions, dec-fucking-isions...I might not even do any, they're just suggestions. Granted these bitches look way too Scene which kills the overall look of...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 22:40:00 GMT

LOLOL RISSA UR SO FAT!!!!!!111ONE

Fuck this.I'm tired of everybody calling me "too fat" for this dress."OMG WHAT ARE YOU GONNA TELL KATIE IF YOU DON'T FIT IN THE DRESS?"Fine, you want me to lose the weight, I'll lose the fucking weigh...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:05:00 GMT

I may not be an actor, but I'm a super star.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now: TEN things you would say to TEN different people right now:1. I'm not sorry for the way I treated you. You're a whiner and all you ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 11:18:00 GMT

It calms me down...

I don't care how stupid people think this song is... There's a reason I'm posting it.And after all this time of thinking too much, this puts my mind at ease. It helps me untangle myself from the roll ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 02:58:00 GMT

"Amsterdam" - Coldplay

I've never had a song hit the nail on the head so much. At least not like this.I tried to "be something I'm not" in a sense. I've been that "something" for a while, to protect myself. Someone called m...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:03:00 GMT