About Me
it's Toni-Ann and i hope you know that or get off my page i hate CREEps..im a SCORPiO so watch your fucken back..i can attack at any time and honestly i make myself kina nervous. although very intense in all areas, in everything i do, i can be the most most sensitve and deepest person alive if your worth it. im extremly affectionate and need affection back, i need touch and ALOT of it. if you really think you know me you'll already know that my favorite color is PURPLE, it's deep and unique but always leaves a mark. born in QUEENS, moved my whole life tho. considering that, i really never have any idea where i am. especailly my mind, haah i have no recollection of ever finding that...although i might be LOST I guess im a pretty grounded person the only thing that can give me back my wings, actaully give me the feeling of completion, truly lift me off my feet would be the "PERFECT KISS", kissing my SOULMATE. When your so numb because you're extraordinarily ecsatic that you get lost in that moment, So lost you dont even know your really there. Speaking of sparks, Thuderstorms are one amazing part of nature, its mind boogling how something so dangerous, so sparatic, and blows by so quickly can be so beautiful and intruiging. before you to know or understand it, its gone but stays in your mind and you inticipate its return...equally applying to people in your life; if you cant get them out of your mind they're probably supposed to be in there.. for good. But nothin beats Fall/ Autumn season,preferably OCTOBER and that WILL be my first daughter's name. There's so much color to take in, its almost God's hint to stop and look around at how much color there is in life, if you let it in... which brings me to one of my jobs working at Woodland Elementary school in Hicksville, ive been there for 8 long years, while watching them grow, my kids became my passion, they are full of so much color. you cant get any more honest then a child, they're playfully, literally "young at heart", funny due to the fact that they are so truthfull and have no remorse but still so innocent... HOW CANT YOU ADMIRE THAT? that sounds like the perfect adult to me! yea yea everyone loves to dance and laugh thats a given, but if you dont feel those things in your heart they dont count. *TIP to all guys: if you can make a girl laugh,i mean really laugh to point where she feels it so deep that, it hurts and shes on the verge of tears, you're almost there.. (no PUN intended)... bc that pretty much sums up love in a nutshell and if you have that poison you can make her do anything* its like a drug; you're addicted and always go back for more, feeling that ecstasy for the moment is worth the risk... Try to keep that TRUE SMILE ON YOUR FACE but dont be fake, we're here to sell ourselves, we can get the knowlegde, education and "good advance" we need but when it comes down to it "YOU'RE ALL YOU HAVE TO OFFER" to this world thats just waiting for someone to stand out. i never forget someone that gives me a good hug b/c comfort and warmth is the key to happiness, consider it? it does make plenty of sense! i LOVEEE my LoudASS TRUCK, that's been in desperate need for Superswampers and Black Rims.im sorry Charley, im working on it. I do ADORE but want to strangle my boyfriend but when i breath him in so deep, he makes me feel alive and it somehow evens everything out. I would die for my younger sister, becasue she is my guardian angel and without her i could never carry on,i got dealt the best hand when it comes to my cousins that i could NEVER survive the game without. As im getting older i've come to realize that there are differences between "an aqantence", which is someone that doesnt force you to exmaine or encourage you to grow; as oppose to someone, that took the time to become an "old friend". Finishing up my degree in Forensic Psy is literally crazy.. im not gonna lie, the thing is Shh.dont TELL but i HATE school, its not a test of your knowledge but in fact, of your patience and strength to make it through the torture. but i paid for "my education" bc why wouldnt i want to give myself more doors to be able to walk through. the best part of JOHN JAY OF CRIMINAL JUSTICE is gaining some investigation skills, and now working privately for a privte investigaor. i do enjoy the sights of Manhattan, i take it all in during those many many treacherous hours of each semester, "without which i would would never be tardy"... haha!! Theres something about the urban atmosphere thats such an adrenaline rush, the quick paced, uniquly fashionable people and the risk of it all. Kinda of resembles bartending, another one of my jobs which again represents the speedy attitude with a bit of an edge (and the $$ comes in handy) I like my life "rough around the edges", my boys bad, my truck-HEMi, my clothes new, my friends weird, my tasks hard, my drinks strong and my kisses sweet. if you want it, go get it beacuse i know i want it all and like my best friend once told me, "you're not wonder women". but i do have a huge heart and lots of ambition, four tattoos, naturally culry hair and I would lable myself a "Lost Angel"... style wise, i would consider myself a total Abercrombie GirL but have my dark/emo phase as well. Black nailpolish, SINFUL tees, skull bags, spikey belts and rocketdog kicks.. always in the mood for candles or insense from utopia. I FINALLY GOT MY SNAKE THAT IVE BEEN DYIN FOR...SHES BEAUTIFUL & HER NAME IS CHURCH...IT TURNS OUT SHES PRETTY INTERESTING- SHE ENDED UP IN THE WALL & WE HAD TO CUT A WHOLE TO GET HER OUT. I TRIED KILLING A MOUSE SO SHE COULD EAT BUT ENDED UP WIT A PET MOUSE NAMED KAT BC I SWEAR THIS MOUSE HAS NINE LIVES.I JUST WOULDNT DIE..my goal is to meet new people everyday because each person is a new door to a different world... but becareful b/c the universe opens and closes doors for us and if a door slams we should probaly head somewhere else. its shut for a reason and YOU"RE NOT SUPOSED TO GO IN THERE... as PEE_WEE would say "im listening to reason".. I AM CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION... gUESS we'LL just have to see what comes out of this life long project...
