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I just wanna be skinny like her :)
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?So if you're asking me, I want you to knowWhen my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the restLeave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have youSo if you're asking me, I want you to knowWhen my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the restForgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you areWhen my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the restForgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you areI can't be who you are
“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.â€
At the moment, on my MP3 player:
Linkin Park//Old School Metallica//Dragonforce//As I Lay Dying//Killswitch//NonPoint//Lil' Kim//Pink//Christina//Missy Elliot//Rihanna//Madonna//Destiny//Beyonce//Survivor//Rocky Soundtrack//Justin Timberlake//Timbaland//Kanye//50//Leona Lewis//Enya//Clannad//Black Sabbath//Aerosmith//Whitney Houston//311//Journey//Kansas//Queen//
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
Skies cock back and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping / an acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut / looking thought the rust and rot
And dust / a small spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
Marriage is our last, best chance to grow up.
In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the windHow quickly I forget
That this is meaninglessWhat have I learned from yesterday?
I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A bird will fall frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself.
I watched you walk away
Helpless, with nothing to say
I strain my eyes
Hoping to see you again
Still I want
And still I ache
But still I wait
To see you again
And I see your face in these tears? In these tears
And I see your face...
“God places the heaviest burden on those who can carry its weight.â€
They can't hurt you unless you let them.â€
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.â€
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!
Rocky Balboa
My heroes: My mom, Tasha & Sean, and my husband Johnny....