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Work.... but thats NOT an interest
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I love my best friend Zachary Alan Strader, more than anyone could ever imagin. Without him, i know for a fact that i wouldnt be here today, and i thank him everyday for being there for me when no one else was. He is the reason that i make it through the day, just knowing that someone cares about me as much as he does, makes me feel like luckiest person in the world.
No one understands our friendship,but i am ok with that, because we dont even understand it sometimes ;-)
I LOVE YA BABE
♥
♥ Amanda Kathleen Harriger ♥
~My love, my heart, my everything~.
♥October 05, 1989 - February 25, 2007 ♥
and to my mother
♥
♥ Sandra Jean Strong♥
i pray everyday that one day i will be able to see her.
August 14, 1990 the worst day of my life.
Okay people, I am looking for someone who dosent judge people.
Open and Honest, someone who will love hanging out with me, no matter what we are doing.
Other than that, I love people, so come talk to me ;-)
♥
Hellz Yeah Bitches!!!
Words to my fav. song
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted spaceHate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah in ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for youI'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behindHate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for youAnd with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
For You
For You
For You
Blue October, Hate Me
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Get buzzed, Get drunk, Get crunk, Get FUCKED UP ♥
I love all kinds of music, excpet country...
the only time i listen to country is when it is forced upon me.. lol
Nah, i listen mostly to alternative rock, rock, and shit like that.... dont really listen to alot of "pop"
However i am a total BAND GEEK !!!!LOL
Oasis - Champagne Supernova
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tons of questions that show your in depth side!
basics
whats your name?: Samantha Lee Strong
what do people call you?: Sam
where you named after anything?: ironically, i am named after a porn star
if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?: Alexander James
do people spell/say your name wrong?: in elm. school people wrote my name Samatha
if you could change your name what would you change it to?: i dont know, i think that Sam suits me
gender?: Female
birthday?: 10-23-87
age?: 18... soon 19
age you act?: sometimes 13 most of the time prolly about mid 20s
age you want to be?: 21
height?: 5'9''
eye color?: brown
happy with it?: id rather them be green, but ah well
natural hair color?: blonde
happy with it? if not do you dye it?: ive dyed it a couple times, but i dont mind blonde
righty or lefty?: both
family?: my dad and a brother
pets?: 2 cats
peircings?: tongue and ears
tatoos?: i wish
love and stuff
single?: always
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: someone special
are you in love?: nope
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?: i dont think so
do you believe in love at first sight?: no
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?: yes
do you want to get married?: yes
do you want to have kids?: maybe
how many?: 2 or 3 if i want them
do you believe in divorce?: yeah if it dosent work out
do you belive in true love?: yes
do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes
turn-ons?: dark hair, green or blue eyes
turns-offs?: people who take me seriously, who cant take a joke
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?: some do, and i dont know why
what is best about the opposite sex?: humor
what is worst about the oppisite sex?: stupidity
are you a virgin?: what do u think
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?: no
how far have you gone?: as far as i want to
how many people have you had sex with?: u think im a slut or something?
do other people consider you a slut?: i dont think so
right at this moment...
where are you?: lexas house
what can you see out your window?: darkness
are you listening to music?: nope
are you lonely or tired?: both
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling:: bored, tired, full, lonely, missing someone
are you talking to anyone ..? if so who?: a ton of people
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?: Zach
what are you wearing?: hoodie and jeans
what are you doing?: typing this
whats on your mousepad?: there isnt one
friends
how many true friends do you have?: too many to count
are you a loner?: sometimes
who is your best friend?: Zachary Alan Strader and Nicole Michelle Kavalar
oldest?: i dont know
newest?: i dont know
shyest?: Amber
loudest?: Nicole and I together
smartest?: ME
ditziest?: Heather
funniest?: Nicole
who is the best listener?: Zach
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?: depends on the people
who do you wish you were closer to?: Nicole, she is so far away
who knows the most about you?: Zach
who knows the least about you?: i dont know, everyone else?
who do you trust the most?: Nicole
the least?: i dont know
who do you fight with the most?: Lexa
who do you talk to .. the most?: Rob
who do you talk to on the phone the most?: Zach
do you trust others easily?: yeah, if u break my trust though, its hard to earn it back
name one who's arms you feel safe in:: Zach's
who house were you at last?: besides Lexa's? Billy's
who's your second family?: The Schocke's
who lives the farthest away?: Nicole
do you....
smoke?: yeah
drink alcohol?: yeah
do drugs?: yeah
pray?: no
go to church?: no
sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah
take walks in the rain?: yeah
dance in the rain?: yeah
do any sports? if so which ones?: soccer
sleep around?: haha no
lie a lot?: sometimes
steal?: from work yeah
gamble?: no
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?: yeah
slept with a stranger?: no, i always know thier names.... haha JKJKJKJKJ
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?: yeah
screamed so much you lost your voice?: yeah
laughed so much it was painful?: yeah
cried so much it was painful?: yeah
gone skinny dipping?: yeah
played strip poker?: yeah
had a medical emergency?: yeah
ran away from home?: yeah
done something extremely unexpected?: yeah
slept outside?: yeah
been onstage?: yeah
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?: the dark
what was your weirdest dream?: me in the little mermaid
scariest dream?: watching my brother getting killed
do you have a reoccuring dream?: yeah 2 Q;s above
what was your best dream?: seeing my mom at my birthday party
what IS your dream?: to prove everyone wrong
do you live in the moment?: always
what you greatest stregth?: ive been through alot, i am a strong person overall
whats your greatest weakness?: relying on people for emotional support
do you have a motto you live by?: fuck it!
if your life were a movie what would it be called?: Stronger
do you have any bad habits?: many
do you have any secrets?: toooo many
are you fake?: never, i am always myself
what do you want to do in life?: find a passion
are you a daredevil?: sometimes
are you predictable?: never
do you keep a journal/diary?: not really anymore
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?: my eyes, or my height
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?: hell yeah, im cool as hell
do you think your a good person?: always
do you think your emotionally strong?: yes
do you regret anything?: alot of things
do you think life has been good so far?: it has its ups and downs
what do you like most about you body?: my smile
least?: i dont know
are you trust worthy?: always
are you gullible?: yeah
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Amanda was my best friend. She held my heart in her hand. She made me the person that i am today. I spent all of my time with her for so long, anyone who knows me knows that. And even though because of that, alot of my other friends were alienated, i dont regret a single second of hers and mine friendship. Even through the hard times, we still loved eachother, and i will never forget all the things that she taught me, and how she changed my life for always.
I love you, i have from the first moment that i saw you. And even though i can no longer have you, i just want you to know the deep and compasionate love that i will always have for you that i will forever keep in my heart. Nothing, not even death, will keep me from loving you. No matter what, i know that we both made a huge impact on eachother lives. You saved my life, and showed me the person that i want to be. You made me who i am, and for that i thank you.
~Forever, will i keep you in my heart~
~Amanda Kathleen Harriger~
~October 05, 1989 - February 25, 2007~