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About Me

When they got done with the graveyard shift They went back to Jack’s apartment and had sex Wordless sex, slow sex, fast sex talking sex Sex like animals have, sex like boys have, sex like girls have Sex upside down, sex inside out Sex with grins, sex with tears Sex, sex, sex. -RecoilLady LazarusI have done it again. One year in every ten I manage it-----A sort of walking miracle, my skin Bright as a Nazi lampshade, My right footA paperweight, My featureless, fine Jew linen.Peel off the napkin O my enemy. Do I terrify?-------The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth? The sour breath Will vanish in a day.Soon, soon the flesh The grave cave ate will be At home on meAnd I a smiling woman. I am only thirty. And like the cat I have nine times to die.This is Number Three. What a trash To annihilate each decade.What a million filaments. The Peanut-crunching crowd Shoves in to seeThem unwrap me hand and foot ------ The big strip tease. Gentleman , ladiesThese are my hands My knees. I may be skin and bone,Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman. The first time it happened I was ten. It was an accident.The second time I meant To last it out and not come back at all. I rocked shutAs a seashell. They had to call and call And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.Dying Is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well.I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real. I guess you could say I've a call.It's easy enough to do it in a cell. It's easy enough to do it and stay put. It's the theatricalComeback in broad day To the same place, the same face, the same brute Amused shout:'A miracle!' That knocks me out. There is a chargeFor the eyeing my scars, there is a charge For the hearing of my heart--- It really goes.And there is a charge, a very large charge For a word or a touch Or a bit of bloodOr a piece of my hair on my clothes. So, so, Herr Doktor. So, Herr Enemy.I am your opus, I am your valuable, The pure gold babyThat melts to a shriek. I turn and burn. Do not think I underestimate your great concern.Ash, ash--- You poke and stir. Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----A cake of soap, A wedding ring, A gold filling.Herr God, Herr Lucifer Beware Beware.Out of the ash I rise with my red hair And I eat men like air.-Sylvia Plath


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Your Personality Profile
You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Candy Heart Says "My Way"
You love to be in love, as long as it means being showered with attention.
And no need for you to give anything in return - being with you is gift enough.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a first class trip to Hawaii
Your flirting style: witty and showy
What turns you off: having to "chase" someone
Why you're hot: you're more confident (and arrogant) than a rock star! What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Seriously. I don't add people I have never spoken to. No message, no add. Unless you are a chick and have sexy photos. Then I usually check you out, see that you have not contacted me, then "think about" adding you until your request expires. Really.I'd like to meet pretty girls who can fold their bodies up like little puzzles. They make me feel funny inside in a way I haven't since I first discovered whacking off at a young age.Aside from that, I pretty much know everyone I'd like to, with the exception of Zooey Deschanel, but overall I'm blessed with amazing-cool friends, coworkers, schoolmates, and aquaintences.

My Blog

LifeUpdate/New 'Do/Boobie Tassles

Did that last bit get your attention? Good! I'm doing the Slippery Kittens' Amateur Burlesque Contest (on May 16th, at, where else but Bar Deluxe?) again, and I want all my kinky, pervy, and sexy fri...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 01:58:00 GMT

Ode to a Villian

Fancy that we have the same fetish.I'd eat you off a bed of lettuce.Your eyes are deeper than those midnight pools you hide beneath.Take you over Andrew Eldritch any day.More obsessed with cock than m...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 00:12:00 GMT

Random thoughts occurring at 2:37 a.m.

I am super homesick for Madison right now.  I'm not even sure why.  Maybe it's because I saw a topless hot guy at the gay bar last night who looked like my ex getting humped from behind by a...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:53:00 GMT

Tribute to the Monster: A Dream

 So the night before I met someone new and very potentially important in my life, I had a strange dream.  In the dream I was a young girl, and the village I lived in required that all girls ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 18:09:00 GMT

Hello Madison!!!

By this time tomorrow, I'll be in Atlanta en route to Madison...with a quick stop to the Leather Archives Museum in Chicago, of course, and if time permits, a browse and a quick bite in Boystown befor...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:04:00 GMT

Avoidance of Responsibility

All day long I think of you.Your laughter spilling from sculpted lipsYour delicate fingers, capeableOf music and creation,Of pleasure and pain and comfort.I yearn to feel your breath, cool yet searing...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 12:55:00 GMT

Kisses and Tears: A Medley

Oh my God. You terrify. And only I can see past this mask. Inside I see the child, I see the streaks that grazed these cheeks. I'd like to think that only I Could caress that pain away Could crea...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 17:50:00 GMT

Do Nikitas Dream of Electric Sheep? New Hair Color Poll

A discussion the other night between Tika and I about how she developed some old photos of us and how much she misses me as a blondie inspired me to dig up some photos of my own and open the polls for...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 13:15:00 GMT

Sleep and Love: Ne’er the Twain Shall Meet

Two quiz results to match my sappy, romantic mood: Find your own pose! The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fi...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:29:00 GMT

My Big, Gay Pride Weekend

Wow.  I was super fucked all day from all the platform shoes, dancing, and sun....and it was SO worth it!!!  Nothing staying in bed past noon, rolling out to get curry with Jordan (who had p...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 22:28:00 GMT