Too many people these days try to impress people by being something they're not, yet at the same time too many judge people by what they hear/write on myspace. Thats why I'm going to try to make this as honest as I possibly can and if you still want to judge me by what I write then so be it.
First off, a quick round down of my past.
I'm Kelly. Born at Christchurch Womens Hospital on the 16th of February 1992. Spent the first years of my life living with my mum in various flats around Christchurch(this I don't remember), then started staying with my grandparents for awhile as my mum was having some troubles looking after me. On the 17th December 1995 my mother was killed in a hit and run accident near south city this leading to me living with my grandparents full time in their little house in Kaiapoi. For my first 8 years of schooling I went to Kaiapoi Borough, here is where I met some of the best people I have had the good fortune of knowing. I'd have to say some of those years were the best years of my life. Year 9 came and I started attending Kaiapoi high, where I still am today. During those first 2 years of high school I changed a lot, I made some mistakes, I'm not saying I had never made any before, I had, just this time it was different, I actually tried to correct them rather than thinking they would all just work themselves out and I learned from them. My mistakes make me what I am today. These were the years I believe I grew up...
So here I am, age 15, year 11 and finally I'm realizing that friends, family and being safe and well are really the only things that truly matter, once upon a time I would have disagreed with that but those days have come and gone.
Nobody's perfect and I'm no exception.
I'm really shy when you first meet me, I'm ridiculous when you truly know me. I hate when people tell me I'm doing something wrong, I decide that thank you very much. I think too much. I am a dreamer. I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I am loud, obnoxiously loud, some people will say I'm embarrassing to be around, personally I don't care, I'm only having fun. I am manipulating. I am opinionated. I am organized. I am clumsy. I am sarcastic. I am me. I don't take things too seriously. I am obsessive. I am fussy. I am hypocritical. I am impatient. I am colorful. I get paranoid. I'm hopeful..maybe too much so.
I like to be creative.
I like art, writing and drawing is a passion, as is photography. I like swinging on swings, the higher the better. I like reading, give me a good book and a warm bed and I'm set for the day. I like jumping in puddles, re-enacting childhood moments. I like lying on the grass and making shapes out of clouds, it's such a peaceful thing to do. I like the sound of laughter, it makes me happy. I like looking at the stars, thinking about everything imaginable. I like the sound of rain on a roof, I find it deeply relaxing. I like movies, comedy and horrors are my favorites. I like to sing, yeah i might not be good but that doesn't stop me. I like the beach, the feel of sand beneath my feet and saltiness of the water. I like sleeping, dreaming my bizarre dreams. I like traveling, and want to continue doing that after i finish school. I like starbucks, double choc chip frappechino please. I like to have fun and enjoy myself, as do most people. I like animals, I used to want to be a vet. I like school, some aspects of it anyway. I like to help people, just seeing one person smile because of me makes it all worth it. I like music, but then again who doesn't nowadays. I have an obscene phobia of bees, most insects for that matter. I want to be myself, and achieve all that I possibly can.
I'm done trying to impress people all the time.
Get to know me for me. If you don't like me, that's your problem, not mine...
-"Precious things in this world can't be seen, That's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream"
-"Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding."
-"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned
Dear Kelly...
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