About Me
I am a soul living in the vessel of woman. I honor the sacred great spirit in you, that which is also in me and so too, connecting us as one to all things. I practice daily the love of all. For me this is simultaneously one of the easiest and most difficult things to be doing. First I had to discover the love of the "Self" (within my mind, connected to my heart, connected to my body, connected to my soul). Anyone that knows me, knows that was quite a difficult task coming from the confusion, self loathing, anger, and cruelty that i was born into. I am not just talking about the fact that i was born on the once whole and prolific beautiful lands that are now called, the state of New Jersey. For sure, however, i will admit, that the lack of space agitated me quite a lot. I love my parents despite their flaws, very deeply, however at this time I keep my distance. I pray that they find the power that is within them to heal themselves and in this way allow me into their hearts as an equal, so that i might be close to them with respect. Of course though, i still speak with them, mostly on the phone, and i tell them i love them as often as i can break into the chatter of their minds.
Healing, i have come to discover with much help. All of this help i have understood comes from the great sacred spirit that which is in me, and in you, and so too in all things. We find this in all. That means, friends, strangers, and the beautiful earth who has guided me soundlessly as a mother, home, and truest friend which never hurts me. Just listen to your heart you will feel and hear the voice within it. Total self healing CAN be done with ease, when the "spirit" of all, which is "heaven"(unconditional love,non-judgement,and innocence) is allowed to heal the vessel over time. This healing, i can not deny, has at times, hurt physically more than i care to share, but let that not deter you! Each of us is different, and unique in our differences, and perhaps the experience will be much different for you without any physical pain. Fear not pain, it is simply an indicator that things are "changing"...Change is the beautiful beginning, and the unkown is the is a brighter tomorrow! I have done so much healing, and releasing, over the last 13 years of my life that in truth, now adays I tend to be alone. Such is life, and so it goes, and i feel grateful and blessed despite at times the illusion of solitude which makes me stronger. I hope to see you all again sometime here on beautiful mother earth, or there in that great golden cradle in the skies, or wherever it turns out to be, but for sure it is Heaven!! This i promise is a very real place! I love you and thank you for letting me. Fear nothing, for there is nothing to fear you are everything! Harm none and no harm will come to you. If you happen to be reading this and you feel that i have brought you harm, or hurts please i humbly ask that you might accept my deepest gratitude for your being, and deepest apologies for the pain i might have brought. I kiss your cheek and put our hearts together. Please know that in my bringing of pain I was simply ignorant to the power that we all have within, and most of all to my own power to heal. It was never my wish to do what was done to me, and so i have learned. Such is the great cycle until we can see it and release our selves from it. My mind was blinded by anger which was stuck there by sorrow and through release I can now see much clarity in all my bodies (mind, body, heart, soul, and spirit). I hope that you will feel the truth in my asking for forgivness and in this way feel forgivness. I have no beliefs but the belief in LOVE. It is my feeling that all humans can come to understand the power of "the great spirit", "god" or "goddess", if you prefer, within the individual self, and be ruled by neither governments nor religion. I love you. Seek your own way. Follow no rules other than to Love like a child. Protect the spirit within, in truth, it is all you ever need. Give yourself to the understanding of the "great spirit" and listen only to your heart which is there to guide you home. If your submission to the spirit of your heart is true, than you will never be misguided. If you perhaps wonder where i might have come to discover these truths i swear to you it is an undeniable fact I have simply listened to my heart. I have come to discover that there are none who can teach me but the great spirit. I find the insights of truth, most visibly available and most balanced within nature. This is the "the path", or the will of "the way", should you simply release the ego and listen to the inner voice. Become aware that that you alone could not know anything and that all happens because of the divine spirit. All are granted sight on the path of love and gratitude, the path home, which is heaven. It is up to your own will to choose to listen. It is a very easy path to jump onto. Simply listen to your own heart, and do as it wills with constant integrity.Love, and laughter, light and gratitude,Love with all
Lori-Annp.s-I am the happiest i've ever been in all my life, and i wish to share this happiness with you, and you, and you,and all. Protect mother earth, she is our home, and the only "physical one" we shall ever have.
