I Dont claim to be famous, rich, beautiful or powerful like many people around me. Why would i? Its not who I AM. I dont strive to be the center of attention. I Dont seek approval. Im not a socialite. I dont claim to be talked about, hated or jealous of. I dont follow the latest fashion trends, drive the fanciest cars or lead an extravagant lifestyle. My cellphone is not an Iphone. Being somebody I am not is not on my agenda. I dont smile at you one minute and talk shit about you the next. When i go out, i come home alone. I have my insecurities, who doesnt? Im not rude. My intentions are pure. I Dont follow the crowd, just my instincts and my heart. My personality is mellow, humble and soft. I am mature beyond my years. I have zero tolerance for cheaters. My motto is The bigger you dream the higher you'll reach. If i say I love you, I mean it, but if i say i hate you i probably dont.
I know its cliche, but I try to live my life to the fullest and enjoy every moment. For a person my age I've experienced many things that some people arent lucky enough to experience in their lifetime. I fell in love, i changed my outlook on life, opened my mind, learned important lessons (the hard way lol) and made life time connections with some of the most amazing people. Of course I had my share of the blues. My hearts been rung out and kicked around, I've been forgotten and been left out. I've been ignored and put down. I've become a picky person in terms of relationships, this is why I am not in one at the moment. I am a part of "generation text", haha! It goes as far as saying I prefer texting over phone conversations. One of the most valuable lessons life has taught me is that you cant take people you love for granted. Its interesting how we evolve as human beings, we change, some for better and some for worse. I think I have changed for the better, im not that little boy with dimples anymore, but a young, mature man. I no longer live or act for satisfaction of others. I learned that shyness is not necessarily a shortcoming but a quality. I'll never give up on love, I am such a hopeless romantic Its ridiculous. The best advice I can give is to put effort into your own happiness and not worry about everyone else's. I've been a fool in love and out of love. And yet im still optimistic. Its true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. So I keep my heart and my mind wide open to the world around me. Who knows what life brings my way, good or bad, it doesnt really matter. But im ready for whatever comes next.
