lost friend. |
sometimes i wonder if i really ever had a real true "best friend." you know that stupid quote.. " best friend; its not a label its a promise"? well i think it is a label. its like people try to c...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:35:00 PST |
i wish he knew. |
i dont know why you dont think i care about you. i dont know why you dont think i love you. and quite frankly its pissing me off. i want you to know these things.. and i want you not to have to worry....
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:41:00 PST |
now.. this one.. this one is emo.. aha. |
Saying my last goodbyes.
nothing left to live for.
but the mere thought of hoping.
that someday all this pain will go away.
thinking suicidal thoughts.
and wishing for something.
that will nev...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 11:03:00 PST |
Mii Em0 p0em. |
Alone and Dying.
Afraid and Trying.
Finding no Real Hope.
But somewhat Trying.
Lying to myself.
Nothing left of me to Give.
Never knowing What will Happen.
Afraid of being Judged.
That no one will Un...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST |
friends. |
hey so i pretty much dont even attempt to have any "close friends" cause they arent worth it. i mean what the hell are friends anyways?... it doesnt matter how long you have known them or how much you...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 07:00:00 PST |
<3 |
do you know how it feels to be someone else?
do you know how it feels to be me?
do you know what its like to walk around and be judged by everyone?
can you tell me how i am supposed to feel?
i dont kn...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:55:00 PST |
BiiRTHDAY!! |
YEA SO MY BiiRTHDAY WAS ON THE 4TH.. AND iiT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZiiNG.. !
DAViD PiiCKED ME UP FROM SCHOOL... HE LET ME DRiVE.. [YAY.] THEN WE WENT TO LiKE KOHLS.. MARSHALLS.. TARGET... AND THE ...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:44:00 PST |
yea... |
yea.. so my birthday is on tuesday.. nothing good is going to happen except David picking me up from school taking me shopping and out to dinner.. thats going to be the best part about it.
my brother ...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:43:00 PST |
i suck at life. |
yea. so my birthday is on september 4th. its going to suck. alot. cause all the money i get goes to my grandma. cause i ran her cell phone biill up to $250. her and my dad had a plan. and i used my da...
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:53:00 PST |
poem? |
so theres still hope for those of you who not yet seem to get it.
if you opened your eyes and looked around you could see all the hate.
its not my fault you are all ignorant and dont want to face it....
Posted by ConstanceMarie.™ on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:43:00 PST |
