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haven't lived

Dean Martin at the bottom of a coal mine

About Me

my mind is a big hunk of irrevocable nothing which touch and taste and smell and hearing and sight keep hitting and chipping with sharp fataltools in an agony of sensual chisels i perform squirms of chrome and execute strides of cobalt nevertheless i feel that i cleverly am being altered that i slightly am becomingsomething a little different, in fact myself Hereupon helpless i utter lilac shrieks and scarlet bellowings. -e.e.cummings

My Interests

. lucid dreaming. the i ching. mother shipman. neron caesar. dimethyltryptamine. high levels of serotonin. albert einstein's theory of relativity. quasars. time portals. meero pulsars. quarks. yo! gabba gabba

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

Four Winds

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Movies:

Tideland,Edmond,Vanilla Sky,American Beauty, Party Monster Memento, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,The Famouse Pat Mckee Alien Movie, Elephant, Loose Change, Mighty Morphin Powerr Rangers, Back to the Future II, The Pagemaster, Galatica,Borat

Television:

STELLA STELLA STELLA

Heroes:

~$tara..jordonskiflake$~ these darned rednecks down yonder

My Blog

Thunder storm vs. Kite operator

Today was that giraffe at the zoo that you are looking for but your eyes never seem to catch one single glimpse of it. Today was that kind of shiver that travels up your spine until it fires that vibr...
Posted by haven't lived on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:38:00 PST

Afterthoughts

Now here I am, looking at this pen, assuming that really am seeing this pen. In all reality, I could be having the experience of holding this pen, just like the one I am having now, without anything b...
Posted by haven't lived on Sun, 18 May 2008 06:13:00 PST

Chapter Two:

 I UNimagined everything everyday when I said STOP to the extent that it was absurd. sense the magnetic attraction? Red file single locket lukewarm grammar spelling contest rectangle malfunction ...
Posted by haven't lived on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:52:00 PST

objects we moved with our minds

An empty room with electrical sockets but no appliances. They’ve got carpet though and the ringing that travels across the room wall to wall to wall to your ear, piercing isn’t it? i have ...
Posted by haven't lived on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 07:50:00 PST

maps are created by the cerebellum, hippocampus, and the basal ganglia

I nearly snapped today when I realized that it isn’t escitalopram oxalate that is winding me up, It’s awful thought after awful thought. "Three weeks three weeks, it’ll be fine, but ...
Posted by haven't lived on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 07:20:00 PST

you could start a conversation...? "but why the fuck would you want to do that?"

was at rest face down in a single bed at the old lodge and ___ It was the loudest, highest pitched decibel of noise that ever passed by, all the way in and out through my fingers and toes....
Posted by haven't lived on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:44:00 PST

Grey and You

If i wanted to hear the beating of your heart i'd rip it out and hold it to my ear time travel doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, it doesnt' exist at all. so it's a lie. it cant, it wo...
Posted by haven't lived on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 09:03:00 PST

godspeed!

He borrowed design theories from cars, airplanes and helicopters. He staged crude experiments to test his ideas, from tossing a homemade saucer as a child to operating a small battery-powered toy sauc...
Posted by haven't lived on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 09:12:00 PST

If The Twenty-First Century Didn't Exist, It Would Be Necessary To Invent It

¹«"a man destined to hang will never drown         & nbsp;         & nbsp;      &n...
Posted by haven't lived on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:17:00 PST

a recent facination

/www.youtube.com/v/LcGBM2RzTHo&rel=1"> Posted by haven't lived on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:35:00 PST