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My "About Me" has had more updates than MS Windows! I'm never really sure what to put in this section. I mean, I'm hardly likely to tell you that I'm actually a wanted "Axe Murderess" ...am I
I guess the rest of this profile will tell you about my various likes and what I get up to when I'm not working. I also have a blog which can be a little bit weird especially when I decide to go on an exploration of my own human condition.These "About Me" things never ask you about dislikes which I guess are just as important. So, I dislike most of everything that is put on the TV these days. It appears that rather than enetertaining, educating or informing it simply distracts from reality.I also have a dislike for most of the UK mainstream music scene including what people like to call "indie". Anything that is "NME" or "Q Magazine" friendly drives me mad, I never listen to music radio because it is so bland and has me bored to tears within ten minutes.As an individual then I am generally at peace with myself. Yeah, like everyone I still have my moments and points when I think "What the fuck!" but, I know now that these things are transient, they are never as bad as we believe to be, but I guess sometimes we all feel like we are up to our arms in crocodiles.I do believe in fate, or a least a form of fate. I believe there is a life and a place we are are all destined to be in. A place where we feel most as peace with who we are. I do not believe in some kind of eutopia but, I do believe that if we follow our true path then we are best equipped to deal with the difficult times and more able to enjoy the good ones. I also believe that it is often necessary to come into conflict with the perceived norm in order to be who we are, not who "society" would have us be, a homogeneous unquestioning nothingness.I'm a hopeless optimist and also very inquisitive. I like to know "Why" and so any answer that is essentially "Just because" is likely to annoy the hell out of me. Even if actually "Just because" is the real truth. In fact for someone who believes in fate then I get terribly frustrated when life has a stronger will than my own. But now at least I can recognise this and I usually settle down, you should have seen me when I was younger and I did not know this....."light the blue touch paper and stand well back"!I'm not one for sitting still in front of the TV as I get really bored unless it is some daft Sci-Fi or something historical. So I need things to keep me occupied, even if it's just sorting out the junk mail or recording the Tesco till receipts with my accounting software. That sounds like a touch of maddness or mania...bloody hell!I'm told I can be witty and amusing, I certainly love the dark ironic side to life and the plain silly, like people falling over on a banana skin or disappearing down a hole in the road, that kind of thing has me crying with laughter.I can be a bit dim sometimes and it can be very easy to make fun of me.
