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I never know what to write in these spaces. Let see. I am some where between destiny and legend...or rather just trying to figure out what to do next. Life is a journey or a dance. The catch for me is, I think, I been here before but I don't remember the steps. Where am I? Lost in time I think...some where out there there is a space ship wondering what became of me or some cabal of wizards is saying " Good lord he did it...". I think this life is a working one shot movie, done in real time. The gods last play, now made to film by mad monkeys. Sometimes though I don't believe we are worthy of this earth. Fouling it up with our industry, our great work eatting the cavas of an already beautful painting. Our arogance in a single belief that we're so special, worthy of god's grace or devil's joy or that we are some single wonderwork of random chance, so special as to be allowed to rape our selves to death. I am not being fair am I? What of those that struggle and fight and do things to make it better? What of those that honor life and diganty in their own way? I respect you. I even envy you. Fight on you crazy birds. Heaven awaits you. Too esotric? Too many "S.A.T." words and...damn I'm ranting aren't I? Happens. A lot. I guess...where was I? About me. So anyway, science and magic are the keys I think...they are examples of our minds at work, differnet langues we use to describe and effect change around us. the trick is not to take anything as gospel or absout truth...everything is a lie and everything has some truth...seek it. Learn and evolve. I believe in Evolution. There is a theory. Humans have a soul and the ablity to improve it. That is our task I think. To evolve our souls. Make the lead of us into pure gold. It's easy and nice to believe...in truth I do...to an extant...don't forget your body...it is your link to the earth. Ranting again. here goes then. I like philosphy, East and West. Magic and Science, both in real life and fiction. I am trying to improve myself. I am well versed in one part of life and naive in the other. The music I like is mostly gothic and industral, some 80's pop, classic rock, blues and classical as well. Movies are a big part of my life. 80's comedies, horror and sci fi. Tarrentino's stuff too. True Romance is my favorite. Also Serenity. I read like I were to go blind tommorow. Lets see...that's it for now