I am a model/actress.....however that is only how they see me. I want you to see me for who I really am and where I have been. On the inside im as lost as most girls. A part of me hates who I am... A part of me always will.
I remember a time I wouldnt even look in the mirror a time when I hated myself so much... I would rather die then have to look at my own face.
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I have been fighting my mind for years and years.... i will start from the beginning .....and continue to write I will include diary entries from my past and ones from my future.why do this? because i feel there is nothing left to do..... everyday I hide behind what they see as a beautiful face.... They all think im happy.... I think i am sometimes but then my mind brings me back to reality I want other women and men to have a place to cry out to. Hopefuly this will be the place if they need it