carr 23j is in wild wood call me

I wish people would know what it’s really like to be a racer. I wish people would know how much hard work, dedication, patience, practice and money we put in for the dream of one day of becoming a factory rider. I wish I never had started racing because it just causes me greed and problems with my parents. But if I wished not to ever race then me and you wouldn’t have anything to say. I’m also glad I started racing for I have made many friends at the track which i could relate to unlike some of my friends from school. I wish I never had started racing for my parent’s sake, knowing they worry ever second I am out on the track with other racers. I wish I never had started racing for my sake knowing i could mess up o a jump and wreck badly. I wish I wasn’t so risky for I know i could die for what i do but i don’t care because I love what i do and wouldn’t give it up for nothing I wish I was a spoiled brat so I could have better bikes and better equipment but i don’t I pay for everything that I want because i know in that way i have a better change in succeeding in life., I wish I could face the fact of not being what i want to be when I grow up not just for being lazy but having people i care about and don’t want to hurt them with my problems. I wish I had the strength to go out on my own and make my parents proud of what I do and hopefully they would understand why i do it. I wish I could tell you how much of a thrill it is of jumping over 100ft in the air and to knowing if your going to make it or not that’s what makes it so exciting not just jumping but the technical of the whoops and double doubles. I wish that the people that come to the track and watch would understand how hard it is to control over a 450 bike it doesn’t just take talent it also takes a true heart of racer to win and make themselves known I wish years from now I will succeed and become a pro factory racer I know it will take hard work but this is what I am made for I am a motocross racing machine and wouldn’t want to be known as anything else.