Jessica Labyrinth is NOT the other woman

"Well, it's to late tonight, to drag the past out into the light." ~ U2"I don't need permission to make my own decisions." ~ Bobby BrownI had to make this page because I can't remember the log in information to my new one. Here is my other myspace page.... http://www.myspace.com/JessicaLABYRINTH"Some times, only sometimes. I question everything. I'm the first to admit, if you catch me in a moment like this, I can be tiring, even embarrassing." ~ Depeche ModeI don't like talking about myself, and I never understood the attraction between disillusion and self absorbencies which somehow enter into self righteous behavior.... So you will NOT be finding any of that here."Ladies and Gentlemen, I am now locked up in a handcuff that has taken a British mechanic five years to make. I do not know whether I will get out of it or not, but I can assure you. I will do my best." ~ Harry HoudiniI am just me. I never seem to make sense to anyone. Most of the people who say I make sense to them, are just a lot of ROBOTS and liars.I have a very odd obsession with Kammer Dolls, Terri Lee Dolls, Rushton Stuffed animals, Living Dead Dolls, and broken baby dolls. Don't ask me, I have no idea why or how. I just know that I love them like little members of my own family. I have a large doll collection.I have never felt comfortable. I have always felt out of place and I have always felt most comfortable alone.I read a poem years ago. It stuck with me and actually influenced me to allow other people to see my art. It was a poem, by Edgar Allan Poe. The name of it was in fact Alone.The other things that influence my art, would be a little of this and that... Anything from Broken glass, mirrors, Halloween, eye balls, Fall, Candy, God, Jesus, The moon, dark water, locks, doors, wild horses, unicorns, dolls, old toys, factories, play grounds, abandon old buildings, and staircases...I guess, in my imagination, everyday is broken and dark. I guess there was just always something so beautiful about the death of things, and the darker side of everything. I can draw, sketch, paint, and I do mess with my camera a little. I some times do stand up and actually I have not done that in a while. I guess some times, I just need to take the mic and bit'h about junk. I do write horror novels, and no I am not published yet... I do know what I want. There are a lot of people out there who do more then one thing. It does NOT mean that they don't know what they want to do. It means that they have more then one talent. I never wanted to be rich, or famous. What I want out of life, is to become a well respected writer, and an established painter. I want street credit, and I want to earn what I get on my own. I will NOT sleep with anyone or harm anything to get where I need to in this life. I believe in GOD and Karma."There's NO price tag on my conscience." ~ Jack Off Jill"My step is sure and I know my name." ~ Miranda Lambert
When I was eight years old, I saw the movie Sleeping Beauty for the first time. The part where the goblins dance around the fire, was too beautiful to me. As a child, I loved horror movies. My parents for some reason would allow me watch them. The first time I saw Nightmare on Elm Street, it scared the hell out of me. Then I watched it again, and it made me laugh. I watched Frankenstein when I was nine years old, and it did not make me laugh. It made me cry. I fell in love with Frankenstein. I did not have a crush on him. I just thought he was a beautiful creature, and that it was sad how the world who created him, rejected him. I could relate to him, and it was one of the most beautiful movies I had ever seen in my life. That is why it is one of my favorite movies. I am talking about the over all view of it.I guess I never thought the world would be able to handle me. Then after seeing the world could handle Stephen King, Edgar Allan Poe, Jim Henson, Brian Froud, Harry Houdini, Walt Disney, Carol Burnett, Marilyn Monroe, Frankenstein, James Whale, Mark Ryden, and Lewis Carroll... I knew the world could handle me.I do NOT condone any type of violence. I like to play in the dark. I am NOT depressed, I just feel sorry for the world around me...I know my opinion is not worth a hell of a lot, but here is my opinion on homosexuality. First off... If I told you I was going to pick your soul mate and then arrange a wedding... You would tell me I was crazy and you would not have anything to do with it or me. So why in the hell do people do that to gay people? I mean are you going to go to bed with them and watch? Probably not, so take your sad, pathetic opinion and shove it where you sit.One of the things that I am working on now, is loosing the weight I added to myself in the last year. It is nasty to speak of... I do NOT care what other people think of me. That is not the point. I also have a few other little things I want to take care of. ONCE AGAIN... I do NOT care what other people think. I'm just saying... It is important to me. So fu'k the haters and I am me. I am NOT going to change myself for anything. I am just going to improve myself for ME.I don't think I have ever met a person like myself. I have very few friends, and I would not have it any other way. The people who I accept into my world, are ones who I can say are my real friends. I do shut myself off from people. I am a very interesting kind of rare breed... I don't play well with others, I do talk to strangers, I love playing in the dark, and I would NOT have it any other way. I will not apologize for myself and I will not tell you that my world of art will be your cup of tea. I guess all that I can say now, is... Welcome to my nightmare, please enjoy the wonderland, that and everybody wang chung tonight."All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." ~ Walt DisneyGod bless you all....Sincerely,
Labyrinth"Well behaved women barely make history." ~ Marilyn Monroe"I never wanted trouble, but I sure got enough!" ~ Joan Jett"You know I never meant to cause anyone harm." ~ Joan Jett"Letting go of anger is like a passport to anywhere." ~ Cyndi Lauper"In a jigsaw dream, with soft spoken words. I woke up crying and no one heard. You're looking through me like I never was real. You say you love me, but you won't let me feel. So I'm gonna take a chance this time, I'm gonna find some place where I can heal. And I'm heading west. Without a sad goodbye. I'm heading west. I'm like a letter with no address. Just like a book I read, I'm heading west."~ Cyndi Lauper"I came here by day, but I left here in darkness and found you along the way." ~ AFI"Living your life is NOT for me!" ~ AFI"From childhood's hour, I have not been as others were."!~ Edgar Allan Poe"I have built my business on fear." ~ AL Capone"I have struggled more then any man ever has, in bad health and with the greatest labor, and still I remain patient in order to reach the desired goal." ~ Michelangelo"If you take someone's thoughts and feelings away, bit by bit, consistently, then they have nothing left, except some gritty, gnawy, shitty little instinct down there, somewhere worming around the gut, but so far down, so hidden, that it's impossible to find. Imagine, if you will, a worldwide conspiracy to deny the existence of the color yellow. And whenever you saw yellow, they told you, no, that isn't yellow. What the fucks yellow? Eventually, when you saw yellow, you would say; That isn't yellow, course it isn't blue or green or purple, or.... You'd say it, yes it is, it's yellow, and become increasingly hysterical, and then go quite berserk." ~ David Edgar"I started out on burgundy, but soon hit the harder stuff. Everybody said they'd stand behind me, when the game got rough, but the joke was on me. There was nobody even there to call my bluff. I'm going back to New York City. I do believe I've had enough." ~ Bob Dylan"God have mercy on the man, who doubts what he's sure of." ~ Bruce Springsteen"I'll shake this world off my shoulders, come on baby, the laugh's on me." ~ Bruce Springsteen