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In Love and Death

Don't bother to assemble the pieces, for my compassion is missing.

About Me



My Interests

Proven to be the most stubborn person to walk this earth. I think for myself, I don't let others do that for me. I'm emotionally independant, and I don't need anyone but my friends for stability. Been through hell and back with relationships, so mainly I'm focusing on myself right now. I'm really not a hard person to please. If I believe in something I will always stick to it. I've made my regrets, but every single one has taught me a valuable lesson about life. Only one regret I'll ever dwell on though and I guarantee I'll never share it with you. If you even think you have me all figured out, your wrong. Music is my therapy of choice. Every song affects what kind of mood I'm going to be in for that time its playing. I don't play guitar as much as I used to, but it will always be a talent that I'll never fully give up. Yeah, I got a bunch of tattoos. They all have some kind of story behind them. Learning HOW to tattoo. It'll be a while before I get to where I want to, but as of recently, its NOT going to be my life time career. More like a hobby. Going back to school, getting my priorities straight, and being independant is what i'm currently focused on. I've grown up a lot over the years, but I still have the heart of a kid. I miss the days where money wasn't my biggest worry. The amount of people I trust I can barely count on one hand. Every once in a while I like to drink, and when I do, I wake up in closets. My birthday is Halloween. ( 20 minutes older then Torrey biatch) making me a Scorpio. The holiday definitely describes the kind of person I am. My life revolves and stays on track with Devotion and Desire. All the people who broke me in the past, dont worry I'm as good as I can be now. Karmas a bitch and it works its magic.

I'd like to meet:

Powerless.
I'm afraid to lose,
These thoughts of you.
Please leave me the scars,
Just leave me the scars.

Music:

So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now. And me fresh out of rope... Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this. So take me and break me and make me strong like you. I'll be forever grateful to this and you. It's only you, beautiful. Or I don't want anyone. If I can choose it's only you. Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel. Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste. I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me. I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand? It's only you, beautiful. Or don't want anyone. If I can choose, it's only you. But how could I miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect aim. If I can choose, it's only you. “We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum...when you scream so fine I'll leave... we're spent... we've got time and trials... measured in miles... we slave for days (and weeks). It's only you, beautiful. Or I don't want anyone. If I can choose. It's only you. But how could I miscalculate... perfect lies from a perfect dame. If I can choose... it's only you.

My Blog

love to hate, hate to me

Read the tale of my desireNever walked awayA book of hateNever exhale1000 voltsI never walked awayFor every smile you gave meNever exhaleAs your eyes closeIll bring before the sight of true unhappines...
Posted by In Love and Death on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:43:00 PST

who I am hates who I’ve been

"Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been" I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I’m losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics... ’cause ...
Posted by In Love and Death on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 08:23:00 PST