The toughest geek you'll ever meet. A stuntman/actor/weapons armour. chasing and living my horror dreams. Horror, bad and good action films and Hardcore music are my heart, they are the sole thing that has been there for me whenever i need it,and the only thing that helps me cope with the cold cold world......feel the sarcasim...feel it...there you go... even miles away i see you understand....but yet not...so lets go a tad further....shall we?
I'd like to think im a good person...but im not...im only a good person to the people that mean something to me, or if you hardly know me and do something selfless to prove ya got heart....."if ya ain't a rebel by 20 means you have no heart and if you're not established by 30 ya got no brains cuz there aren't happy endings kid..... and lifes NOT a fairy tale!!!"-Kevin Spacey in Swimming with Sharks...(great movie check it out the ending isn't word for word but you get it.....moving on) life is too short and too painful to waste love on people that will take kindness as weakness (come on fools...i live in LA if you got it...they want it).
I try to always give people the benifit of the doubt, I have no enemys (that i know of atleast) but have a mental list of folks i could certainly do without. I've had a fairly rough and dangerous life...but don't care if you haven't.when people say "god...those were the best days of my life...when was your best time period?" All i can say is...right here...right now is the best time of my life. And always when you're at you're lowest....you can only go higher....been a mantra lately..and than Christian metal or hardcore is like saying Nazi reggae. they don't mix dawg.....they......just...don't mix.
This video...explains the workings of my inner soul, penguins...and grindcore.
