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Sometimes Life Dosen't Give Like It Takes

About Me

I'm Looking At the world and I'm Seeing Many Beautiful things That you never think About like The Ocean, Moonlight, Stars And Clouds Its So Amazing That we Don't Appreciate Are blessings there plenty Of people that don't like me but theres 10 times more who love me and I love myself Even though I know Im not perfect I Have sliped many times in my life and I know Somewhere high up in the sky One day God Is coming For me To Close my Last chapter In Life And Begin my purpose That makes my spirit feel happy I'm feeling even better cause I got my family next to me I Gotta thank my Lord, Thanks for what I have, I couldn't ask for more, Trust me I wouldn't ask for more God I am so glad, Thanks 4 what I got

My Interests



I remember When you used to take us to The Park And We would have a little picnic With your friends And I remember when you used to pick me up from school when I saw you I was so happy to see my Mommy Those were the dayz So now the years gone by And I'm A man Now And I'm so proud of the women you are You've given me such security No matter what mistakes I make you're there for me You cure my disappointments and u heal my pain you Know I still remember the day I told you crying~Telling you About me and Who I Really Was you could of said My "Jesse" (No,No,No) instead you said you understood Mom, Words cant express my boundless gratitude for you I appreciate what you do And I treasure every extraordinary memory that's why I want my Homegirls To be like my Mommy, I want my Sister to be Just Like my Mommy, There is no one else like my Mommy, And I thank you for loving me, And Even if a man broke my heart today No matter how much pain I'm in I would be ok Cuz I got a Girl in my life that can't be replaced Her love is unconditional It won't go away And I know I'm lucky, I Know it aint easy For Women who take care of their responsibilities Love is overwhelming, Stop a tear from falling I love you so much Mommy (Thank you) You've done so much for me I love you, Mommy

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet some1 who is 1 Of a kind A gentle man Who gives With hes Heart And who is truly beautiful Inside. Some1 who is not afraid to share whatevers on there mind, That 1 Man who Is never anything But Sincere And kind and Giving Some1 who makes my dayz PriceLess and who Makes my outlook on life More Positive!!

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Music:

My Baby Girl "Beyonce"

Heroes:


Lovely Angels Came To Take You Away And I Can't Believe Your Not Here With Me I Miss You More Every Hour, Every Minute, Every second...Without You I Feel So Incomplete My Life Is In Shambles But I'm Not That Worried Because One Day I'll See You Again When Its My Time...I Often Think About The Years That Have Passed And How Time Seems To Have Gone By So Fast And The Tears Roll Down My Cheeks But I Love That I Still Have My Beautiful Memories Of You They Will Never Leave Me I Know You'll Look Down On Me From Time To Time That Make Me Feel Lovely, I Still Feel You Cause You Live In My Heart, My Soul, And My Mind I Can't Wait Till We Meet Again I Love And Miss You Dearly...1,000 Words Couldn't Bring You Back, I Know Because I Tried, Neither Could 1,000 Tears I Know Because I Cried, You Left Behind Many Broken Hearts And Happy Memories Too But We Never Wanted Memories We Just Wanted You!!
Carlitos ever since that day I found out you were gone its been so hard everyday I tell myself this is a that bad dream that I want to wake up from but deep inside I know its not a dream and that’s what hurts, My mommy is hurting so much I wish I could take her pain away but that’s something I can never be able to do I don’t know what to say or do cuz no matter what I do or say she still won’t have you… I also know your in real good hands with God but….damn I miss you, I’m sorry that I didn’t make you those cd’s you asked me 4 a lot I wish I would’ve I think about that everyday please 4-give me.. I got your name on me.. I hope your proud its has your song “Still Water Peace” I understand that song now “peace” is such a beautiful thing we all want to feel and your at peace now but although I know that it still hurts so bad cuz I know I won’t ever see you again.. I never felt pain like this be-4 it hurts more that a cut.. more than a burn, more than a broken heart, more than getting a tattoo…I never thought we would live life without you but it’s a little crazy cuz although your gone to me your still here I’m still waiting for you to show up come in the house and say “did you make me the tapes”? Carlitos I know deep in your heart you know that we all loved you so much but sometimes we don’t express ourselves like we should well I love you and be looking over us we will never 4-get you and that is a promise.. I love you so so much I’ll miss u everyday of my life…

My Blog

Learn 2 Be Lonely

Were All Born into emptiness, Learn to find your way in darkness Because Who will be there to Comfort and care for you  Learn to be your one companion, Never dream that out in this world There ar...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:50:00 PST

Lie Detector

Hey this is for all of you out thereThat ever dealt with somebodyWhos lying, fakin', cheatin', stealin', creepin', Bullshitin' I got this thing called the lie detectorTwo teaspoons and they're bound t...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 05:53:00 PST

A Love Thats Real

Jack went up the hill for Jill to get her a pail of water to show he loves her he really, really Loves her, Romeo told Juliet Something that she will never 4get to Show he Loves her he really, really ...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:22:00 PST

I let You Go With All The Tears I've Cried

I don't wanna say I still love you It hurts me everyday thinking about Who you were kissing "not me" Im gonna speak the truthI ain't gonna lie, I let you go with all the tears I've cried Now I sit up ...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 12:20:00 PST

Beauty is only Skin Deep

I wish I could be those Guyz on your Top Friends Everybody sees Cuz there so cute, I wish I could be but When I close my eyes I see What you want me to be Those boyz I Wish I could be your Boyfri...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:41:00 PST

To Whom, this may be concerned

To whom, this may be concerned To those who may want to learnI'm writing this to you The reason I won't be here no more Reason I will live higher The reason I will leave this earth Cause I Can't take ...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 09:59:00 PST

I'm giving up 2day

This is not the frist time its happend be4 the boy that I Loved didn't Love me so I've had it 4-get it I don't want it I'm giving up on love b4 love gives up on me how much love can u give and ge...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Mon, 29 May 2006 11:02:00 PST

I Don't wanna be the one to say....

I dont wanna be the 1 2 say that this has gots 2 stop but everytime I give a boy all the love that I have got he breaks my heart then leaves me in tears its such a shame but its been going on for year...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Mon, 29 May 2006 10:49:00 PST

We May Never Be Good Again...

ALL U GUYZ OUT THERE THAT CAN'T BE TRUSTED WE GOOD GUYZ GIVE ARE HEARTS & U RETURN THEM ALL BUSTED, BUT DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF US JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN, CAUSE IF U MAKES US DO WRONG WE MAY NEVER B...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Wed, 24 May 2006 05:08:00 PST

Who Am I?

Can you tell I'm faking it? But I want to be myself A counterfeit dispositionCan't be good for my health So many different faces Depending on the different phasesMy personality changes I'm a...
Posted by HyPnOtIzE on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST