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About Me

so what about me? times change. people change. people are seasons.but in the end God is good. and allows us the time to figure out why things are the way they are. everybody goes thru their ups and downs and im no exception. I refuse to lose and feel good in the direction im heading in. i know many of you think you KNOW me. but save some brain cells and realize nahhhhhh man you dont. in fact one thing ive realized in the past couple months is that nobody really knows me. so what about me? you tell me. what do you want to know? i fell in love with disney and everything in it recently. ive been fortunate to have started my rise in the company and i believe that skies the limit for me there. as far as LOVE; for the first time in my life...my job is my everything and although im not really looking for anything in particular...I wont hide if something amazing comes my way...have i found that?....maybe...well see...im still the same asshole you thought I was before. but my heart is good. and I want nothing but Good for all those who have crossed my path. and although I maybe traveling down a different road. i still remember where i came from. i remember who was next to me when i was there. and i will never forget you....TO MY BROTHERS out there. I hope your being safe. I love you all and not a day goes by where i dont remincse on the good ol days. building bridges is hard when you have no tools. time will tell. TO MY DCA FAM everyday we grow closer and as time goes on hopefully our love as well as our family will grow. stay up. and lets try and have some sober days. to everyone else. love me or hate me. either way by the time my time is through. i will have recovered from having my face scraped against the floor. and risen so high....i can kiSs the SKy....

My Interests

Nothing really interests me outside of my work than politics. It keeps me connected to the issues of the world. Politics is such an interesting concept in life it effects us down to the most simplest of things yet it can impact an entire nation at an instant. Look at the cold war for example. It was really an argument between a few important men, but down to the last second if any of those men would have made a wrong move, they couldve single handedly wiped out society. I continuously try to learn, everything and anything from nature, to different parts of the world to discovering new music....im not addicted to drugs, or drinking....but ive overdosed a couple times on some beautiful girls...hehe im a sucker for a latina with a bitch of an attitude =)....but nothing...and when i say nothing i mean..nothing...can compare to my job. I love my work and what i do. I was destined for it. Its who I am. I mean where else is it completely up to me to make memories that last till your an old fart? Theres one thing i always ask people. "what do you want to be remembered for?" and thats what im creating at disneyland. A Legacy. I simply just want to be REMEMBERED. I want people to look back on me and go man he was huge. Everything he did, he did it BIG...and hopefully theyll look fondly back on a moment i might have shared with them. Simple and all. But the fact that I put a smile on their face would be enough.

I'd like to meet:

Myself in ONE year. God in the afterlife. The definition of what a real WOMAN should be i.e TRUE LOVE.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Muse. Tupac Shakur. Coldplay. Kanye West. The Beatles. Cypress Hill. Bright Eyes. Gym Class Heroes. Emery. Ben Harper. Mana. A Tribe Called Quest. Circa Survive. Radiohead.

Movies:

The Godfather Trilogy. The Matrix Trilogy. Scarface. 300. Art School Confidential. What Dreams May Come. The Green Mile. Above the Rim. Pursuit of Happyness. Vanilla Sky. Requiem for a Dream. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Lion King. Pan's Labyrinth. Blow. 187. Motorcycle Diaries. Anchorman. Crash. Mi Familia. Blood in Blood Out. American Me.

Television:

Laker Games. Family Guy. CNN. History Channel.

Books:

Catcher In the Rye. Pilgrims Progress. Johnny Got his Gun. The 48 Laws of Power.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ. The woman who gave birth to me.

My Blog

July 25 2006; 365 days later

its amazing sometimes how we wait so long for things to come. good or bad. our natural human anxiety just wants those moments that we either long for or dread to arrive, and once they do we have to fi...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 08:19:00 PST

"Wars and Battles" - March 21

(if you pay real close attention you pretty much can decipher every line, that is...if you actually have a creative side to you. I wrote this because I had too many monsters, too much absolut vodka, a...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 03:59:00 PST

"The Tower" (MARCH)

"The Tower" By: half jon half amazin'this was created out of creative frustration.forcing your mind to bend; nih²Figure this out. and ill call you incredible. here goes:iii feel my worlds ending / las...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 06:17:00 PST

NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW FEB 07

(()>(>) its so eerie. sometimes. having a myspace. having old blogs to read thru. old posts. seeing how you were/felt at a certain point. in fact you can even know how you were feeling. or what you ...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:25:00 PST

i put cookies in the oven and bullets came out.

Imagine you're in an Airport. While you're waiting for your flight, you notice a kiosk selling shortbread cookies.You buy a box, put them in your traveling bag and then you patiently search for an ava...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 03:14:00 PST

Paranoid Thoughts of a Dying Absolutionist =)

beadz representin pieces of my heart. a fresh start. a way to take my soul and follow it into the dark.loneliness is addictin.brain is trippin. fuckin crystal rocks started hittinbut i find a way to p...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:26:00 PST

WE GOT MONEY FOR WAR BUT CANT FEED THE POOR

That has to stop.So with the help of you all my closest friends. I plan to do my part this winter.As you all know. It is our RESPONSIBILITY to help those less fortunate.Thats where 1/2 and Wherezdalov...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:05:00 PST

suicidal thoughts. and lots of cussing. pt 1

can you see me walking. i see your dark face. but you cant see mine. hello? how does my silver knife feel inside your asshole? put your fingers in it and feel shit covered in blood. no need to worry g...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:43:00 PST

.falling away with you.

im in need of yahoo mapsyet i can still feel the creator upon mewhy is it that it took solitudeto summon chameleon emotionsestablishing color changes healing my bloodshot eyestoo much cheif'nshit. i a...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 11:08:00 PST

version 2.0

linda mujer tu sabes bien que te quierokuz your voice is so sweet i got honey suckle comin out my earzprincezz of my aztec empirei get in my car and drive towards crazyits the places you take mepillow...
Posted by 1/2 tHe CyCLe of hOw thiNGs gRow 1/2 on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 11:39:00 PST