Hello, I have gone thru alot this year. I have had to make some choices that were not easy. However, I stand by each one of them- they have led me to where I am currently. Things have not worked out for me as I first thought and hoped they would. I am ok with it though, 'cuz it is turning out better than I could have thought possible in the long run.
I don't want to get into too much here. You can check out my blogs for some details though. Bottom line I guess is this... I am following my heart/mind & soul....I am not letting the world dictate is views to me anymore...I really never did fit in by the worlds standards to begin with..and you know what? I am just A-Ok about that:)
I have found someone who I had thought I would never find..I had been with some that I thought was the answer to my long forgotten quest...I was wrong..They were apart of my journey but not to be there at the finish line with me...
I am Blessed for finding this person in my life that has come along with force and dedication to and for my heart in a way that can only be explained as he was born with the desires of my heart placed within his heart/mind and soul....
When things were obviously not going to work out as I first hoped..this is how I looked at it that I will eventually heal and be delivered from the hurt and devastation over it all. That I would be led to or the one led to me whose arms would be deserving of all I have to offer. We would be a powerhouse to reckon with for God and Our Love.
This is what I was looking for when my marriage was falling apart and I was giving up....and this is what I found in my 'Shadow Prince'
A Good Christian Man. One who enjoys being with someone who can be child like one moment and serious/intense the next. Who would cherish a woman who would love them with her whole Heart-Body & Soul. Who could appreciate someone who can bring Laughter & Joy into their Life.
Someone who would love to find someone who when with the right person can be as playful and 'naughty' as the next person intimacy wise. Who would respect & enjoy the company of someone who is a Writer, Teacher, Playmate, Lover, Friend, Spiritual & as Complex as she is Laid Back, Someone who is as passionate as she is pure, Old-Fashioned as she is Modern, Liberal as she is Conservative etc. . .
More about me: I tend to run to extremes. I can be serious, shy & complex one mintue-than I can flip the switch & be off the wall, outgoing & funny. I can see both sides of the fence on many issues. Although, I do have my baseline beliefs & opinions as we all do.
I love to be out in nature. Taking long walks sound cliche, yet rings true for me. I enjoy being outside especially my 2 fave. seasons: Spring & Fall. I enjoy Writing Poems & Analyzing Dreams.
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Christine: But his voice filled my spirit with a strange,
sweet sound ...
In that night there was music in my mind . . .
And through music my soul began to soar!
And I heard as I'd never heard before ...
Raoul: What you heard
was a dream
and nothing more ...
Christine:
Yet in his eyes all the sadness of the world ...
Those pleading eyes,that both threaten and adore ...
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You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility.
You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities.
When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them.
If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious.
Some words to describe you:
peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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The Temptress
You are the one who comes into people's dreams at
night to drive them mad with desire.
You are sultry, sexy, and passionate.
Others find you hypnotic.
You have the sort of smoldering eyes and bedroom glances that are the stuff of legend.
What's so scary about you: Like sweet poison, you are addictive and deadly.
Your gemstone: Garnet
Your moon: Rose Moon (July)
What is your Soul-Angel? (girls only)
Your soul angel is...a fallen angel. you have fallen from grace for your past sins but wish to recant and become pure again. Sadly you angel wings have gone demontic and it will take more then saying your sorry to rejoin your fellow angels. If you work hard then maybe you can become a true angel once again.Quote:"I shall never again see the light untill I understand why I am cursed"
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.
Romantic Goth
79%
Fantasy Goth
67%
Ethereal Goth
58%
Old-school Goth
58%
Anything-Goes Goth
58%
Industrial/Rivet-Head
50%
Understanding Outsider
33%
Cyber-goth
21%
Confused Outsider
17%
Death Rocker
13%
Perky Goff
13%
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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