I learned to live only trough Devine Wisdom & Love.. that sweet feeling that conforts us and makes us 'trust fully'.. that even under the darkest cloud we can 'be sure all is well'.
I practice daily tai chi, chi gong, poi,.. I work as a nature/adventure guide and 'yoga' instructor. Besides that I practice every sport on the list. I am also a judo and skate instructor. I feel very realized in my 'job' because I touch animals and I get the chance to help people over their 'fear of height'...brI write my articles (books) mostly when I wake up in the middle of the night,.. in the silence is where I am totaly who I like to be.. and the writings simply flow out. (all of my articles are written in spanish).
My main interest and goal in life is 'to find quietness in every moment of my day,.. and to live in total harmany with my 9 year 'young' daughter. I invite you to watch some of our photo's.
About 8 years ago I started an 'inner quest', because I was not respecting my daughter. Due to a hard childhood, long ignorance and victime-hood of my part,.. with the presence of my daugter close by, I started to have ugly anger attacks, I fell betrayed by her (which is totally unjustifyable),.. It devided me in two. In my profesional life I was 'confident and succesfull',.. but as a mother I was failing. I needed to 'make a change'.. but I found myself caught up in consumption circle, outer life.
So I dicided to 'look inside'.
I needed a safe haven.. tropical lush.. kind local people:
We choose for St Lucia.
our humble little house with a wide spread garden..
Banana plantations,.. rainforests. We were the only white people in the area. We rented a small plywood house in the south,.. and day after day, we stayed 3 years.
One of my first weeks on the island, I looked for help in the 'nature herb garden',.. and after listening to my 'needs', the gardner told me 'to GO TO GOD'. I left there more confused than ever,.. 'where was I supposed to find God???'
Surrounded by peaceful nature.. the circle of life.. the brightness in the eyes of the countryside people.. and finally I could 'feel inside',.. I searched.. I succeeded.
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That's where it all began.
150 diaries,.. changes,.. unique encounters.
Through the incredible patience and humble and silent guidance of my daughter...
I found out that 'God' is in 'our breath'.. in each and every single breath.
These pages will be 'filled little by little with deep experiences'. I am definitly not perfect. But perhaps the revelations of the rocks on my 'path' might help you to be able to understand and embrace yourself.
Hope to meet you, half way.
The video below:
Reminds me that 'anything' can be accomplished.
What is meditation according to Sadhguru.. very wise words:
Dr MASARU EMOTO.. a very joyeous gentleman with the project running to 'teach the youngsters how to live LOVE AND GRATITUD'. On his visit to Mallorca I had the privelige to meet him personally.
One of his messages: 'Relax yourself.. be more aware of your thoughts'.. reflects upon water this way: