☆amber☆

My life has changed drastically. For a long time I allowed my past to determine who I was and I came to learn the hardest thing is leaving the past behind, as well as accepting the lessons you will learn from your past are often all there is to a person.
Stay True...
These past 2 years my life has a completely new outlook I decided I will no longer sit back and take less then what is given. I am here to make my mark in this life and I will strive every second I breathe to make sure my biggest fear of being forgotten is not my only mark. I can be very sweet, I love with every fiber of my being, my words can be as deadly as poison, and my heart has remained an open book for far too many to toy with. I am ok with being perfectly imperfect, I am one true person who is always there when needed and hidden when forgotten. One of the most beautiful things I have ever experienced is being loved, being kept one disaster less, and knowing I’ll be ok.
Sometimes I wonder “if there is a meaning behind this”. I do not believe in coincidences I believe everything happens for a reason.
I like to live without knowing what’s around the corner, sure it's scary, but it excites me at the same time. I want the fear, I need the fear. I'm outgoing. I'm honest. I'm spontaneous. And well, as much as I would like to care what you think of me, I wont!! The words I live by: Be yourself, make yourself happy, fuck pleasing anyone else. Im deeper than you think. I have been through a lot and I have learned, that the only person you can trust is.... YOURSELF... Ummmm, Im very social, but private I don't have many close friends, and I like it that way. I did the whole "being friends with everyone" when I moved here, and thats where I left it. It's hard to know who your true friends are when you're surrounded by people. I like to think Im a chill person for the most part, although I do have my "Crazy Dayz" :)
I'm very random, I love random people they tend to maximize the little things in life and make everything tolerable. I get bored easily with things and people.
Only The Best Will Do
The deeper you stick it in your viens the deeper the thoughts.. there's no more pain
I believe in Love, Lust, Sex & Romance.
I don't want everything to add up to the perfect equation.
I want to feel passion, heat & madness
I want it all
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