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They call me Squash(SFFVA)

You're such an inspiration for the ways that I will never ever choose to be....

About Me

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What kind of eyes do you have?

Bloody Tears
your have bloody teared eyes. You eyes have seen much pain, either your pain or a friends pain. You cry with them, and for them. They are someone that has been there for you, no matter the situation, and you hate to see that person get put down, or talked about. Your a good friend to stay by their side and cry for them. But yourself you only cry in the darkness of your room, knowing that no one really cares about you, even thought thy really do.....
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" The universal Law of Attraction states “that which is like unto itself is drawn”. Our thoughts are magnetized energy, drawing like thoughts from throughout the Universe. Most of us are thinking so many thoughts, so fast, we don’t think intentionally, and therefore, we create unconsciously. Meditation helps to slow our thoughts so we can think about what we are thinking about. As my thinking slows down I can begin to create intentionally. "
You Are 80% Open Minded
You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

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I'd like to meet:

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Which of Johnny Depp's characters are you?

Raol Duke
Raol Duke - from Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas - is a drug-addicted washed -up journalist who believes that the feeling of untiy and love in the 60's was amazing and beautiful, but it has passed and the present is a sad place.

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Books:

The Vampire Chronicals: Anne RiceVittorio the Vampire: Anne RiceThe Mayfair Witches: Anne RiceLasher: Anne RiceTaltos: Anne RiceThe Claiming of Sleeping Beauty: Anne RiceThe Theif of Always: Clive BarkerThe Mists of Avalon: Marion Zimmer BradleyAlice in Wonderland, Journey Through the Looking Glass" Lewis CarollHarry Potter and the Sourcerer's StoneHarry Potter, Prizoner of AzkabanHarry Potter and the Goblet of FireHarry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince Harry Potter and the Sourcerer's StoneIsland of the Blue DolphinsA Wrinkle in Time" Madeline L'Engle

Heroes:

Lewis BlackSara SilvermanNeil GaimanMarion Zimmer BradleyMadeline L'engle

My Blog

No one's Number One

I am no one's number one,Not that important, I know,I guess I was holding some hopeThat someone... needed me hereSo I could justify why I haven't put a stop to thisMeaningless existanceI know how chil...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:16:00 PST

To my dissappearing friends

So many friends I have held so close to my heart are dissolving in front of my eyes, fading into mere memory.  So many happy times and faces are fading into the back of my mind and emptying thems...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

Wind and Leaves

There is a tapping, a sliding, a dragging of brittle leaves dancing in the wind,The sound is hissing, is drifting through my window and into my headTheir whispers, their song, it interrupts my thought...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:48:00 PST

Update

So, I'm living in Dothan, Al, working at Applebees as a server all week long, starting at 10:30 and usually being home by 3 pm.  If I don't make enough money, I pick up another shift at 5 pm and ...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 07:37:00 PST

Chewing on fleshy, dying skin with a grin

I am chewing the inside of my cheek and lips because my gums look like they're dying..... It feels really good but really irritating at the same time, and my wisdom teeth cutting on top of it doesn't ...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 06:21:00 PST

Conformity, and inevitability?

I am a servant of the people, Slave to the publicInevitable conformity, without it, we can't make moneyWe can't roll in our lower-class delicacies,Numb these insecuritiesEvery morning. I paint on my p...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:50:00 PST

Friends

I try to see through this monotony, see the happiness swimming before me that I crave, and only seem to notice in my memories.  If I can latch onto it and never let it go, everything will fa...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:30:00 PST

Shut off your mind, please...

So I was just watching the Discovery Health channel about this woman whose ex boyfriend broke into her home and taped her to a pole and then proceeded to beat her with hammers and stab her with butche...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:01:00 PST

We are ants, you and I

I am tired when I wake up and tired through the dayI am tired when I go to bed and tired where I layI keep pushing on through these required actionsof how I spend my time, commanded by these people;Th...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 07:09:00 PST

Arguing

I sit here insulted and abused,Unmoved by all that moves around me I sit here trying to stay inside my box,Trying to keep it tightly locked to protect me I am drained of all that I am and filled with ...
Posted by They call me Squash(SFFVA) on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 08:03:00 PST