I want to be a traveling Gnome |
Every once in awhile I get that feeling; that nothing in my life is going my way. Im not so much moving backwards as Im just not moving forwards; I feel stagnate.Then all I want to do is create move... Posted by on Mon, 21 Sep 2009 20:52:00 GMT |
Trust and Lies: A Rant. Rambling at Best. |
Ive always been a trusting person, perhaps to a fault as I always seem to get hurt.I often self analyze, trying to figure out why I want to trust so often, but end up jealous and question the things ... Posted by on Fri, 11 Sep 2009 18:50:00 GMT |
Currently Working |
Hey there,New posts to be updated as soon as I write them.Lies and why I hate being lied to.Running away. Why I did, why I want to again and how great it always seems.Trying, why giving up always seem... Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 20:38:00 GMT |
Life reexamined |
I havent written in so long, now I just need to vent little.Its been now been 4 months since I walked away from my business and a way of life I lived for more than 18 months. My first instinct was... Posted by on Sun, 30 Aug 2009 18:56:00 GMT |
Why I Fail |
Doubt After ten yearswhy so long?Did you question my existencelike I do now?Did you doubt it was meant to be? Just an accident, you learned to live with? Learned to love and care for? A pleasant surpr... Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 10:47:00 GMT |
Issues |
Borrow againthat feeling of lonelinessthat can only be found at the bottom of the glassyou drink to numb that paina realization of past mistakesand broken heartsWith friends its easy to feel alonethe... Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 10:15:00 GMT |
New and Untitled |
I wantwhat you hadthat awe inspiring lasting love How two people couldmean so muchthat till death do us partLove, that holds weight Im done with contract loveso much ends, something must lastmore t... Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 09:50:00 GMT |
I can see it comng |
Stance widenedWith a lower centre of gravityI prepare for the blowIn slow motion I can see it comingMonths in the makingAnd I prepare too lateDipped shoulderLean in to itLike knowing will make it hurt... Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 07:10:00 GMT |
Happyness |
Im an idealista hopeless romanticwhen all good sense tells me I cant be with you that I cantmake you happynot as much as you deserve not to the point where you couldnt be Happiermy heart beats fas... Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 06:44:00 GMT |
Worth It |
Worth It I have never felt like such a failure as I do now.And I have failed and lost so much alreadyat numerous attempts of self betterment,various different ways of gaining financial securityeven at... Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 07:48:00 GMT |