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About Me

i cant stop thinking, ever. i am honest, and saying that means i have no qualms about saying that i am very intelligent. i do not blame, although i reserve the right to judge. do not question this... its hard to explain. i dont sleep too much. i have an extremely addictive personality. i am, what i hope to be, lovably pretentious. i am a paradox. i am a fan of the rhetoric, aswell as the dialectic, though maybe the latter a little more. i drink tea every morning with a rollie. i know what i want, and i tend to take what i think i need, but not of some of the things you might expect. but i am very unmotivated which is a shame because i beleive i could go on to do great things, it makes me unhappy sometimes. i am friendly, yet inroverted and i like to smile. some say i am the cheshire cat. i used to play guitar and write songs as much as i could, but not anymore... i am looking for a new direction i think? or maybe planning to have none. i am here.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

there is no point trying to answer this. nothing lives up to expectations, in the most positive sense. no one is ever truly what they seem. all that crap about books and covers and the like...

My Blog

moths to a flame

too many questions, its destroying me. its been a while, lots and not so much has happened. i have a gig at a largish venue (Brighton Barfly), been playing lots of open mic. nights, and i think i...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 18:10:00 GMT

wet

"a fire in this weather i thought to myself?". seriously, it was raining that hard that no fire engines would be needed! anyway, i swear people are more cheerful in the rain, its like things are alre...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:22:00 GMT

mangos

i used an amazing metaphor the other day. people can be described as mangos. the best way to eat one, as everyone knows, is to bash it up good and proper and then bite a hole in the skin and suck...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 15:26:00 GMT

sweet you rock, and sweet you roll

i sit here, with my glass of wine (bottle). i have just looked in the mirror, for a minute or so and thought 'who am i?', 'what will i become?', 'who will i become?', 'what is in store for me, my...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 17:56:00 GMT

owl

didnt go to bed last night... feeling ok though. had a nice lazy day :) although i think i've just pulled my vocal chords or strained my voice or something... not good anyway. trying to sing Amos Lee ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:23:00 GMT

top

just a wee update (3 things)... so i rolled at BIMM on monday which was nice, had a good time, sadly had no money to go to the pub afterwards (not pleasing). but the people on my course were nice enou...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:19:00 GMT

go

so, i havn't written a blog for a while. i thought i would do so now. lately things keep on getting more and more interesting. i say this but i mean that i find more and more things to be interes...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 16:48:00 GMT

he/she

i discovered a lovely fact yesterday, and it is actually interesting... not the usual kind of pointless interesting things that usually entertain me. something generally intriguing. right...as some ma...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 06:42:00 GMT

a hobbits tale

there and back again... or the other way around. so yeah, im going back to Brighton today, couldnt sleep so i finished my Harry Potter book. its good. ok, lets do this then. from being back these 2 we...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 23:15:00 GMT

ring

i dont know what to believe anymore, i dont even believe myself, in my own emotions, my instincts. being back in Dorset has done nothing but get me down, through no others' direct fault. jus...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 20:06:00 GMT