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i realize its all a freak show

About Me

about me...i'm in progess. i like making people laugh, i can't stop the sarcastic comments that fly out of my mouth. i'm a loner that should be more social. i enjoy a number of hobbies---most of them in short, intense bursts. i think i'm addicted to school, and love learning new things, although due to changes in my attention span that is becoming more difficult when it comes to reading things. i love traveling but hate moving. i have moved a lot. i love almost every type of music. i also love movies. i will watch movies multiple times--it's like listening to a song. i think the audio commentary on dvds is one of the best inventions ever. i hate hot weather. i love water...but don't particularly like drinking it. i hate playing bingo because i'm afraid i'll win and have to yell out in a crowd and have everyone look at me.

My Interests

music, movies, theories regarding genders, watching water move, crossword puzzles, sewing things, building things, walking through stores like home depot and bed bath and beyond and target.

I'd like to meet:

people who can have a conversation on trans issues...especially those people that also live near me...people who know unusual words and try to use them in conversation...

Music:

Currently: R.E.M., Foo Fighters, Strike Anywhere, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Metallica, Eminem, The Faint, Fiona Apple, Ani, The Wallflowers, The Postal Service, Garbage, David Bowie, Green Day, Aesop Rock, El-P...the list goes on

Movies:

Currently, these are some movies i think everyone should see: Saved, Little Miss Sunshine, The Last Kiss

Television:

oh my...so many things: Law & Order: Criminal Intent, CSI, Forensic Files, Gilmore Girls, Miami Ink, Angel, That 70s Show, The Daily Show, Criminal Minds...i'm sure there are more...

Books:

Only Begotten Daughter, Harry Potter, Trans Liberation: Beyond Pink or Blue, books by Jeffery DeaverCurrently: Becoming a Visible Man-Jamison Green

Heroes:

I realized that if I could live in a way that declared my own self-acceptance—that is, not to broadcast my history every minute of the day, but to speak up honestly when it was appropriate, not necessarily with anger or even impatience, but with the compassion that I was finding within myself, to dispel myths and stereotypes that people cling to about us—that it would show others they could do it, too. Together we could change the conditions that generated our fears. --Jamison Green

My Blog

So frustrating...

When I was working on my doctorate I tried for over a year to see if I could transfer some credits from my MSS in. I got no. where. at. all. I stopped attending classes about a year ago. Today, while...
Posted by b. on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:55:00 PST

bad dreams=thumbs down

So I had a bad dream last night, but it was one of those very realistic bad dreams that kinda happened in real life. Last night was one of those, with a few details added, some face to face confrontat...
Posted by b. on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:54:00 PST

back by popular demand

popular demand being one person...but a very popular person in my book. since i crossed the mason-dixon line several months ago it may have seemed to some that i completely disappeared. not true. inde...
Posted by b. on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:35:00 PST

livejournal

i've followed one of my cooler friends and have started up on livejournal. so check it out--and leave comments---because they get me really excited. http://breenajohanna.livejournal.com/...
Posted by b. on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 07:21:00 PST

i want a new one

i'm tired of all the head shrinking i've got going on. i want a new head.
Posted by b. on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 04:35:00 PST

stupid cops

after a long day of making coffee i was driving home, obeying all the rules of the road...when i get pulled over by flashing police lights. i was issued a double warning and have to go to the police s...
Posted by b. on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:32:00 PST

dishes

dirty dishes are taking over my life. i fear my kitchen. someone help. i also have a malfunctioning faucet head...which doesn't help matters. if i seem to disappear the dishes may have attacked. and w...
Posted by b. on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 07:19:00 PST

grrr.

you know what i've had enough of? the fucking 'depression hurts' commercials. depression hurts? no shit. stop fucking reminding me with your depressing commercials. fuckers. ...
Posted by b. on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 07:26:00 PST

yay for jobs

after being out of work for the past five months i got two jobs in one day last week. one of them i got to start right away. so now i spend part of my days in barnes and noble...not that i see the boo...
Posted by b. on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 10:08:00 PST

i'm a liberal?? who knew?

You are a Social Liberal (80% permissive)and an... Economic Liberal (11% permissive)You are best described as a: Socialist Link: The Politics Test on Ok CupidAlso: The OkCupid Dat...
Posted by b. on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:12:00 PST