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About Me

I'm only going over this once. I will not tolerate ignorance. If they can't pass a law against it, I can at least take advantage of it. I don't need fake friends, thus earning a space on my friendslist means being yourself. I have times where my brain looks a lot like the gordian knot. I think entirely too much so if you hope to befriend me, you can expect me to unload round after round of thoughts as I mentally take out the trash. I'm strange, I'll admit it so you don't have to lable me. I'm not g0thic/emo/anything. I am a philosopher, a dreamer, a lost soul, a student, a teacher, a psychological pipebomb, a ninja, a spaceman, and a potential best friend. I'm lyrically misguided, and a malfunction in their system. I would rather die on my feet than live on my knees. My words tend to get in my way a lot, so if I stop making sense, let me know that I can rephrase my idiocy. I can't stand a lot of random things. Green jelly beans are one of these things. If anyone has discovered a method to get your hands off your wrists while maintaining their functionality and not bl**ding to de@th, let me know. I'm sick to de@th of all the complacency. If you have nothing better to do...then go do that on your own time. I'm going places. If you have no passion, go find one and then come back to me. I live music. I reside in a house, but I'm still homeless. I'm alive, but still learning how to live. I prefer to listen than to talk. Somtimes I wish I was a cartoon character. Hmm, I'm almost done. I like quite a lot of stuff, more than I wish to get into here. If you want to know about any particular thing, ask me. In closing, let me say this. Until you realize that you are going to die someday, you are useless.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

the lady with the bones and tissue...tubes and fat...all sustained by bl00d...nothing more than a poorly tended machine...with the brain fueled by the bl00d that races heavily in times of grotesquely heightened desires and vices...you can see the matter and feel the substance...but eyes and hands are useless for sensing the rot and filth of ideas that drip from these things...Revel in the superiority of your perception...

My Blog

take me away...my love...let us leave here

I'm already dead. I'm just trying to find a way to get my body to follow suit. Goodbye everyone. There is no taste nor site nor smell nor touch that can save me...the love you never gave, I give to...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Aug 2009 09:02:00 GMT

I cant sleep...if you were me, you wouldnt be sleeping either...

I am the only one to blame for this. The hardwiring of my neural network into a nightmare. There is no peace for me. My muse, raped and murdered, is nothing more than a figment of ti...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:00:00 GMT

-laughs maniacially- I'm so happy I could puke!

this is just how it is...Alright, listen up motherfuckers, because I'm only going over this once. I'm happy now, and no one is taking that from me anymore. I have only enough space in my h...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:13:00 GMT

Sick of holding my breath...it's time for me to scream...

I am so f*cking tired of this. It's not the sadness, nor the wanting. The world is not a pretty place. I want beautiful thoughts, and so I must behold beautiful things. As of n...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 11:32:00 GMT

-his hands form a seal- HACHI NO TONKO!!!

To ignore one's own status... To succeed at all costs...regardless of the self... Powerful. Through all things. If I give my all until the end, then I have not failed. The laws of bo...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:19:00 GMT

Not today...and probably not tomorrow...

The other day, I thought I died. If is quite what one would call it. I was not here. I was in a place that time has long forgotten. I somehow had managed to give scientific fac...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 20:10:00 GMT

I can never go home...

I can't shake this feeling that I'm running away forever. It's because the monsters I leave behind want nothing more but to crawl inside my skull and find a place behind my eyes. I have to...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 06:22:00 GMT

We've been expecting you...

A place that is not a place In my silent hill, where the fireflies are no more Turning pages of this nightmare, I see an open door This place but a reflection of my selfish desires The stars ar...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:44:00 GMT

F*ck you and the chocobo you rode in on...

Here is the deal. I'm done. Finished. Tired of fighting for friends. You know who you are. I still care for you all, but I'm not going to ble*d for you anymore. I don't know what is going on your live...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 07:56:00 GMT

and a sad song plays on

Oh yes, I've found my way into this hole again. My hands are stained, the consequences of all I've come to know. Here I am again, begging for a repreive from my thoughts. Please, just smile and walk a...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 16:12:00 GMT