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- about me / lyrics and Poems -
Pronounced "neek" as in unique without the "u".
NO it is not my real name uhhhh duh. Smack yourself now!...seriously....what are you waiting for?...sighs...kids these days.
Hailing from Long Island , Im dark with a hint of sunshine , a poet a gamer a musician. I play guitar , but sadly can not sing. Someone should give me lessons. I am a DJ for
Digital Mix Radio . I play for team Terminus in counter strike source. We LAN so i get to travel around here and there.Maybe i will make a career out of it :D.
My all time Favorite quote is
" Its not a good day to be a bad guy "
from The Crow.
Often I find myself singing rockin robin in my head. Feed me quality cheesecake with creamsoda and I will follow you around like a puppy. In ways I am like a child. Hot chocolate is my favorite drink. mashed tatos , brocolli , chicken and biscuits would be my favorite meal. Pizza bagels and pizza pockets are a nifty snack.
I enjoy video games , movie nights , bbqs , beach at night , boardwalks , thunderstorms , rain and the woods. Oh and a beach isnt a beach without a boardwalk!Cuddle buddies are the coolest,especially when its freezing storming or raining.
Poems / Lyrics
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The Artists Corner
Wont you welcome me with a smile ?
cuz baby Im still livin but im only here to say goodbye
unless you can save me but does your sun still shine?
Now im fadeing away unhappy
and if I do I wont earn my wings
and darlin you know how hard Ive been trying
to find myself in your arms again
I know your scared but its ok
a part of me sleeps deep within you baby
so adore me eye to eye so I can see you smile and feel alive
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Missing the Sunshine
Her eyes glitter in the moonlight
her voice says " it's ok "
and all I hear are the words " I miss you "
it's just a dream anyway
and as she wraps her arms around me
I feel the sunshine through the rain
all i could think of at this moment
" could this be real someday ? "
No I dont know the sunshine
I've lost that friend a long time ago
No I dont know the sunshine
I dont know the sunshine
No she doesnt miss me
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Breathe
Darlin dont cry
those cold tears tonight
and dont be afraid of the man in your dreams cause
I'll be there
But I'll sill be the fool
reaching for what you gave
and i know you didnt want to keep the candle burning
Breathe
Darlin i hope you cry
a pair of warm tears tonight
when I die will you remember me cause
I'll be there
Breathe
the beauty that we hold
the wind is nearing its final turn
and we will pass without being saved
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To Carmen
Maybe I didnt seem to drift so far away
and maybe I should learn to cope with the pain
or maybe I shouldnt try so hard
since youll never accept me anyway, but do you know how fucking hard it
is to go on without being able to start over again ?
I know you hid yourself away from the pain,
but underneath that mask your the same as me
I wish we could just pull the sun down and burn away all this fucking hate,
but do you have enough trust in me to help take it all away?
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Lilenas Song
Lilena wipe those tears away
Ill hold down the clouds of rain just to hear you say
" will you comfort me tonight ? "
could you tell me what is left when theres nothing left to feel ?
the emptyness of my youth will surely be filled on the way
as i step out from the shadows I thought
hold on
hold on
Angel your breathe'n hard dont let go till the mornings come
Just hold on
hold on
If I wonder off too fardont be shy to catch me off guard
when my sky turns dark I know I can count on you to being me into the
light
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On the inside
Cry myself to sleep everynight
even blinded eyes can see the tears beneath my eyes
I'll struggle through the night alone
I wont see the sun go down and neither will you
it hurts to smile , but not with you
my misery rides on through the night tearing me apart inside
ending every promise with the words im sorry isnt enough to comfort this broken heart anymore
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In the eyes of another
Such a warm heart
such a warm soul
oh its such a shame that such a sweet child has lost her way
such pretty eyes
with a starlit smile
ya what a shame that such a pretty rose will surely wilt away
pushed and shoved and still my echo is not able
to scream out through the forest
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Nothing but a Whisper
Brittany Ive watched your smile slowly run away
but i cant say im sorry for a star that hasnt shined in my sky for so long
but she still likes to smile while sleeping alone
because she knows now he'll whiper her the road home
His heart isnt as warm when shes not there
he find himself alone again under a sky less forgiving than his own
oh and im sorry that i cant forgive a star that wont burn blue
and keep me warm the whole night through
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Why I Smile
You could give him everything he needs to make it through
but these times ar fadeing along with the heart in you
how could he have known what shed do with her gift of selfish rage?
and now he'd be better off dead if only he listend back then
Have I done something wrong ? If I did dont worry soon I'll be gone
I'm abused for being strange While on my own you fed all the blame
You'll find me in the dark of the woods along with the pouring rain
Heaven just isnt strong enough to hold me
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